Anything but happy stuff... please! (Private to Luminance)

OOC: do u thing Thana would make a good cabin leader?

My eyes got wide, and my cheeks flushed red. I had never been kissed before. Wow, even that was amazing. "Thanks," I whisper.

I run my hand down her hair, "You're welcome," I say, smiling at her.

I put my hane on his neck. I think I can trust him. He seems... different than other guys. I look into his eyes. "Who is your godly parent again?" I asked.

"Hephaestus" I tell her, smiling.

"Well, he must be proud of you right about now," I say with a laugh.

"Why?" I ask her, my father had no reason to be proud

I went close to his ear and whispered, "Cause if you accept, you just got a girlfriend."

"Accept?" I whisper back to her

"Yeah, you gotta' accept my offer," I whisper. I was hoping he would. Hoping SO bad!

"What offer?" I ask her again

I laughed. "Do... you... want... to... go... out... with... me," I say each word slowly.

"Uh... Can I think about it?" I ask her

I smiled at him. He could take all the time he needed. "Of course," I say. Was that a twinge of guilt in my voice? Or was it sadness, or mock anger? I could't tell. I couldn't tell anything anymore.

"Thanks." I tell her, smiling.

I turned away, so he couldn't see my face. 'Thanks' was never a word I used around my mom. And... and... and now she was gone. And the worst part, I did it. I was in la la land, remembering that day. Me yelling, "DIE DIE!" and my moms screams and I drew my dagger. I shudder,a dn guilt starts flooding me.

"Uh, are you okay?" I ask as I put my left hand in my pocket, and flip something over.

I still didn't face him, but I answered, "Not quite." I knew I shouldn't tell him. He would be afraid of me, like everybody else. I shuddered again.

"Why not?" I ask her, concerned

"I, I... can't tell you," I say. I knew I couldn't. It was just... it was such a sad story. And then people are scared of me. I mean, I wanna' be feared a little bit, but not for that reason.

"Okay, I won't push you." I tell her, I didn't push anyone to do something they didn't want to do.

"Thanks," I say, suprisingly strong. I couldn't let any of this stuff get to me. I knew I had to forget it. But how can someone forgrt something like that?

"Any time." I tell her smiling at her

I still don't look at him. I did really like him but... I don't think I'd ever find love. No, scratch that, I KNOW I'd nevr find love. I sighed.

I keep my hand on hers, and ask her "Are you okay? You look uncertain." I tell her.

OOC: Hey, this is kinda goin nowhere... what should we do?

"Well... yeah, I guess you could say that," I say coldly. With a huge realization dawning on me, I was getting wieghed down. What can I do? What should I do?

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