Going out to eat with my girlfriend. (private)

Posts : 1616 Join date : 2010-03-11 Age : 30

I continued eating and then I when I was done with the potatoes. I said, "Excuse me, I'll be right back. I need to go use the restroom. I got up and went to the bathroom. I closed the door behind me and went into a stall. The bathroom was empty except for me. I then stuck my finger down my throat and I threw up the potatoes I had just eaten. I had learned to barely make a sound when I did this so he most likely wouldn't hear me. I then drank some water and washed my mouth off. I went back to the table and sat down smiling at James. I waited for him to finish eating happy that I had avoided detection about my bulimia.

I finished eating and waited for the waiter to bring the bill. "You said you would eat it and you did. I know you threw it up." Her breath smelled like throw up. the waiter came and I paided the bill.

Posts : 1616 Join date : 2010-03-11 Age : 30

I looked at James and said, "I'm sorry. It's just... If there's less of me then I will be faster and stronger." That was becoming my motto nowadays. I hoped to God that he wouldn't be upset with me. I didn't mean to make him feel bad. I looked away and suddenly felt guilty. Here he was trying to do something nice for me and I pretty much just blew it up in his face. I took a breath mint out of my purse and put it in my mouth and swallowed it as it dissolved in my mouth. I then told him, "James, I really am sorry. It's just I feel fat. I'm not happy with my weight and so if I avoid eating and train harder the weight will disappear faster. I'm only 4 pounds away from my goal. Then I'll see what happens from there. I might stop I don't know but please just try to work with me here. I love you and would hate for this to come between us."

I shake my head. "I told you what doctors say. Eating disorders are a lot of heros down falls. Ami you could die tomorrow. Mints wont keep you alive. You are not fat. Training to hard will also kill you." I stop at the waiter brings the bill and I pay it and then I get up. "Ami its time to go home."

Posts : 1616 Join date : 2010-03-11 Age : 30

I got up and said to James, "You don't think I'm fat?" I thought I was. I thought I was at least more fat than I should be. That's why I had turned to this. Could it be that I really wasn't fat and it was all in my head? I waited for his response.

"Your not fat. Your skinnier than Halo and thats saying something." I get ready to leave. I said only truth.

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