My Rant of my love life pathetic

Subject: My Rant of my love life *pathetic* Sun Jan 08, 2012 1:38 pm

Hi guys, it's Moon. Here lies the Rant of Moon's emotional life. I hope you enjoy reading this, but you most likely won't. Anyway, here it goes.

Let's start at the beginning of my emotional life. It was at a dance, before Valintine's day, last year. I thought nothing special was going to happen, just another dance my friends dragged me too. Well, I was wrong. At the last song, a slow song, I was just waiting for it to be over, just waiting to go back to doing nothing. Then a boy, let's name him.... Jack. Sure Jack. I can live with that. Anywho, Jack walks over and asks me to dance. I had never danced with a guy before, so I was slightly nervous (and by that I mean my hands were shaking). So we danced, blah blah blah. After the dance I felt my pocket vibrating. Jack texted me, "Wanna go out?". I was happy, yet nervous. I didn't think my parents would like that at all. so I replied with, "No, sorry." I also typed in some lame excuse. He replied with, "Come on, please." I gave in, and said, "Sure, okay." Turns out at school the next Monday he was just joking, and would never sink down to my level. At least that's what his friend told me. So, I never thought of trusting another boy that year.

Flash forward a year. It was this Friday, so January 6th? Yeah something like that. I got drug to another dance by my friends. I liked this guy, and still do. Let's call him... Tim. Sure, Tim. Tim is one of Jack's best friends, but he's really nice. I was hoping that Tim would ask me to dance, but no. No, no, no , no. Another guy by the same name, let's call him Timmy. Timmy bugs me all the time, but my friend used to tell me if a guy likes you, he'll bug you. I wish she was wrong. I kind of always knew that Timmy liked me. Anyone could tell that. Timmy asked me to dance, and first I couldn't talk. I said yes, It wasn't like I wanted him to feel bad. His hands got really sweaty really fast. Afterwards, I could tell. Also after the song was over he gave me a thumbs up. I don't know what that means. I'm just confused. I hope he doesn't ask me out, since I don't like him. I'm just scared if he does, I'll give in like I did before. I don't want to be hurt...

<3 Moon

Subject: Re: My Rant of my love life *pathetic* Thu Feb 09, 2012 7:29 am

* NEW RANT *
Hey, here's my new rant. Okay, I'm going to use the same names as I did up there *point point*. Timmy has been talking to me more lately, and I just found out that he is really nice. Sure he bugs me, but he's just kidding. Now I know that he likes me, I'm almost positive. Only one of my good friends would support me if he asked me out, wait no, two. Their names are *or at least what I'll call them on here* Jo and Ruby. Jo has been my friend for a long time, and I would tell her everything. Others don't look at Jo like I do. Some people think that she's a (insert bad word). She's really not, she just wears a lot of eyeliner and is a flirt. It's not really her fault. Then Ruby has just recently been my friend, but she's really nice. Some people call her gay, but it's a lie. Ruby is very nice as well. Back to my point, I'm still scarred. What if Timmy asks me out and dumps me again? What if I'm just making this up in my head? What if he doesn't like me? I have trust issues... and I'm not ready for more loss.

<3 Moon

Subject: Re: My Rant of my love life *pathetic* Thu Feb 09, 2012 10:31 am

Alright... I mean what I'm about to say to you as a close friend, not in some awkward stalker kinda person that I really am. (jkjk) But um... as an answer to you question on if he likes you... Being a guy myself, definitely yes, he does like you. And it's good that you have friends to support you, no matter what people say about them. I know that 90% of my close friends are the guys that are called all sorts of rainbow language names. and about you being worried about having more loss... This would be one of those instances where (time to use a metaphor) say I gave you a really pretty glass cup that the best drink ever (bear with me through this terrible analogy) not taking the risk of breaking it, would mean it just takes up space, and if it just takes up space, you'll never know what the drink inside taste like. But if you find out what the drink taste like, you'll risk breaking the cup. I wouldn't say there was a right thing to do in this situation, just what you think is right.

Subject: Re: My Rant of my love life *pathetic* Fri Feb 10, 2012 11:57 pm

Okay Libs, I took your advice (and that of my friends). Tonight was a dance, and I told him that I had a crush on him. At first he didn't really respond with much but a nod, and I don't know what that means! Why are boys so confusing?! After the song was over, he said Thanks. I don't understand that either. Libby, can you translate his behavior into girl language?I just hope I didn't make a total fool of myself.

<3 Moon

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Understand it's hard for guys to take it in as hard as it is for girls to say i like you, or the other way around. He might just not know how to respond to it. And if you danced with him the thanks was a either "Thanks for the dance" or " I like you too a little bit." For now you can wait and give him time to think about it. Or else you should bring it up once more if he dosent say anything about it. And trust me you did not make a fool of yourself. Personally being a guy, i love it when girls say they like me first. Because it makes things less ackward and easyer.

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