Am I the ONLY one snowboarding here? {Essie}

Posts : 1544 Join date : 2011-09-25 Age : 25

ADrian looked for Amber's dad, when he saw him he gave a forced smile. "Hi." he said simply. He focused on not yelling at some random person because of him being upset. Why couldn't they just let him go with her? He didn't bother shaking the bangs out of his face because they were hiding his eyes, which were spilling his emotions to know end. No one needed to know that hew as worried, sad, and angered beyond belief. He blamed himself for this, and he would keep blaming him self for his stupid mistake of racing her.

AMBER'S DAD.
"Hi." I said. I sat down beside him waiting for the operation finish. I hoped she would be alright. If she wasn't then... I would pay as much as it took to help her. I would literally pay\give anything.

(TIMESKIP)

They red light went off, what was to happen? I asked the doctor how she was and...

(your turn to RP with the doctor^^)

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Adrian stood as the doctor came in the room, "She's fine. The operation went as planned. She needs to rest and have," he looked at Adrian, "Calm visitors." Adrian was ready to rip out his throat for making them wait. He wanted, no, needed to see Amber, of course he wasn't going to go around the room, yelling, jumping, and screaming. He had been in hospitals before. He knew how to behave. He nodded at the doctor anyways, "Where is she?" he asked, looking to meet the doctor's eyes, "Down the hall, room 254A." he nodded and started to walk in that direction. He had to see Amber.

I felt like I was slipping away into a deep peacefull sleep. It felt so comforting. Then I felt as if my heart was beating again, I felt as if my world had sharpened. I felt like tugging at the ends of my lips, but I couldn't. Then I felt as if I were moving. Somewhere on a bumpy ride. Then it stopped. And I smelled a familliar smell of antiseptics. A hospital. Thats where I was.

I felt like opening my eyes to the world. I was dying to see... I was dying to see. I don't know. I don't remember. I don't know who. It was on the tip of my tounge. Amber? No. That was my name. This thought puzzled me. It was the missing peice of the puzzle. Without it, the puzzle wasn't finished. It would never be. Untill that gap would be filled.

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Adrian walked in, eyes only seeing Amber. He sighed a sigh of relief when he saw that she was awake. "Amber." he said softly. He walked over, if she didn't remember him again, it was fine. He could help her remember the things that she wanted to. He would help her. He looked at her, "I'm so sorry." he said quietly.

I stared at the boy blankly. I didn’t know him. Who was he? I didn’t know him. Yet looking at him, it brought back fuzzy memories. As if he was in my life, but I didn’t remember him. What was he sorry for? That I was here? I was told that I fell off my board while snowboarding. What did he have to do with it?

I wanted to ask him, bit I saw pain in his eyes, and I couldn’t muster a word out. Then following him, I saw a man. He seemed familiar. But I didn’t know him either. I wanted to ask who they were but I was… scared.

I tried to remember. I remembered the boy with the black hair. His name, his name was Adrian. We were engaged. I smiled as I remembered him. "Hi." I said trying to hide my confusion and frustration.

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Adrian walked over to her and whispered, "You barely remember anything do you?" he asked, seeing her confusion and frustration. He looked at her, into her eyes, trying to see if she could remember anything. That was the thing, he could tell that she remembered him, at least, his name.

He looked at her, a small smile appearing on his lips. "Hi Amber." he said softly.

I smiled as I felt wa warm feeling run through me. "I don't remember much." I tell him. It was true even though I didn't want to admit it. I hated how my eyes always gave me away. Letting others read me like an open book. It was annoying. You couldn't keep one thought to ourselves.

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Adrian smiled, "You don't have to be scared of saying that. It's okay." he shook the hair out of his eyes, remembering how when they first met, it was getting on his nerves, and she froze her hair. He smiled at the memory.

"I'll let your dad talk to you for a bit." he said quietly. He kissed her forehead, even if she didn't remember who he exactly was, it still felt right to do that. He looked at her dad. he mouthed, 'She can't remember.' he let some pain show through his eyes as he looked down and sat in a chair.

My dad and I talked. He told me about things of my past. Though every time I tried to remember things, my head would burn and I would feel like passing out. I actually did once or twice. It scared the heck out of both of them. I didn't mean to do that though. I couldn't control it.

Adrian kept on telling me that he was sorry and I never understood why. I didn't want to ask though. He seemed sad. It was around 8:00 when my dad had to leave. The doctor said that Adrian could stay if he wanted to.

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Adrian stayed with her throughout the night. She was hurt, because of him. Because of him, she couldn't remember simple things. No matter what, he sill loved her, he simply wished that she would get her memory back, and when she did, that she wouldn't want to leave him for his horrible, stupid mistake.

He looked at Amber, "Ambs..." he had his face covered by his bangs, "Do you want to break off our engagement?" he asked, saying the words made his heart feel ten times worse, with every word, tears threatened to fall, and his heart felt like it was being stabbed by a million different knives. No one would understand his pain. No one could.

I shook my head. "Now why would I do that? You've been here the whole time. I can't stand to see you like this. Even though I don't remember you that well, I still like- love you Adrian. You stood there by me. Other people would leave me as soon as I didn't remember them. Or when they see my head matted with blood. But you didn't. I hear the worry in your voice every time you talk. I may not be awake, but I can hear. I know you care about me. And breaking this off, that would mean letting you go. I don't want to let you go. Every time... Every time I look into your eyes, I see pain. I don't want that to become a habit. I want to see you carefree and happy Adrian. I don't want to." I told him in a whisper.

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Adrian looked at her, any normal girl that had lost her memory and was engaged would break it off, but he guessed that any normal guy would leave the girl as soon as he figured out that she had amnesia.

A smiled pulled at his lips. "I'll always love you Amber." he said softly, kissing her lightly then pulling back. "I'm sorry for ever having us race down the hill." he mumbled.

I giggled. "Stop mumbling. I hate it when you do that. And it's not your fault. It's the rock's fault." I said. Trying to make him feel better about himself. I was never mad. I leaned in and pecked him on the cheek.

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Adrian just shook his head, kissing her forehead, "Get some sleep babe." he said softly, going over to where he would be sleeping until she could get out of the hospital. He sighed, "I love you." he said quietly, before drifting off to sleep.

I couldn't sleep though. The world still puzzled me. What did it look like? Were there lights? Was it empty? What did the other people look like? Did they all look like us? Or did they look different? Questions swirled around my head as I wondered on and on about the world around us. It was puzzling, but I felt like a little girl dreaming about a fairy tale.

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Adrian woke up before Amber the morning she could go back. He had tried to tell her everything he could about her memories, to try and get them back. He showed her what other people looked like, young, old, ugly, pretty. He told her about the gods and goddesses, how she was a demi-god. Who her father was. Where she lived. What their first date was like, everything that happened. How he proposed and the events before.

Adrian was sure that... maybe, she would get her memory back, and he didn't plan on leaving her until she did. He was sure of that. He wouldn't leave his fiancé's side. He promised himself.

I had permission from the camp to stay at my dad's place. I wanted to see what I looked like. Adrian told me it was very, very big. I havent' seen someplace that big in the hospital. The whole building was the same. White walls, white beds, and white ceilings. It was ironic though. White got stained easily. I learned that from accidentally spilling orange juice over myself.

Adrian always told me stories about us before I lost my memory. It seemed like we did fun things. Like going to disneyworld, sneaking out a couple million times. I would like to do those things again sometime. I just hoped I would remember things soon.

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Adrian was taking her to her dad's to see him and see what her life was like. He knew her dad was going through a tough--if not tougher--time with Amber's amnesia. He sighed, smiled at the door man who recognized them and let them on the elevator.

"This is where you live away from camp." he said, looking at her. He knew she was trying to regains her memories, he didn't really care if she did or not, as long as she was happy.

I stared at the huge place blankly. I heard that I was supposedly 'rich' but this would've cost a fortune. Everything looked so... pricey. I felt my head spin as I hear voices. Laughter if children in my head. A song. They were singing happy birthday. I ignored the feeling of pain as I looked around. "Where's my room?" I asked him.

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Adrian pointed towards her room, "Right down there. Do you want me to come with you?" he asked, looking at her. He didn't know what her response would be, he had been so tired, he couldn't pay attention to what he was thinking.

Adrian sighed, trying not to show his tired state, if she noticed that he was tired she would probably make him sleep, but he wouldn't anyways.

"Yeah, that'd be nice" I told him. It didn't matter if he stepped into my room or not. As I walked down the hall, there were a bunch of other rooms. And we had 2 people living here? How in the world was this possible?

theroom:

livingroom:

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Adrian smiled at her amazed face. "Okay." he said, he opened her door, gesturing to the large room, "Welcome to your room Ambs." he grinned, taking what she was holding and putting them where they went.

He looked at her, and laid down on her bed. He patted the space next to him, "A lot to take in huh?" he asked, smirking.

I nodded. I literally cannonballed into the huge bed. I laid there laughing. I never had the chance to do anything that fun at the hospital. At the hospital, you were hooked up to machines and monitored all the time. It was never any fun there. This place was massive. With a capital 'M'. And this is my room. My own. Not to share.

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Adrian laughed and started to tickle her while she was laying down on the bed. He laughed along with her. He smiled, he didn't really care if she got her memories back, he was having fun with Amber in that moment. He smiled, holding her around the waist as they laid there, on the bed, motionless for a while.

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