My poetry that I write whenever I feel like writing poetry

Loveless and Alone Combine and Close Part 1
The world can seem so dark and cold
When you lose the courage to be bold
Now I wander these crowded hallways
Knowing that it shall only get worse, always
Shall I ever feel the warmth of love
From someone, not family, sent from above
As it seems, no I think not
If this continues my heart shall rot
Create a barrier should I do it?
Shut out all emotions, let them sit
Wander through life cold and alone
With no one to ever call my own
I failed twice no thrice it's been
Perhaps for a non-family member to love me is a sin
If it is then maybe I should
Give up my love and other emotions for good
After all they'll only bring pain
Time after time, again and again
I don't know how much my heart can take
but I can't just sit here waiting for it to break
So today, right now, I'm making a pact
So mote it be and I shall act
Close my heart, lock up feeling and more
Until further notice I shut the door
I'm sorry if this hurts any of my friends
But it just has to be this way, till my heart mends
If you want to help I dare you to try
But if you fail to get through, please don't cry
I won't this I know
My heart has been torn and tossed to and fro
And so I end this sad lament
With my final sentiment
If I can one day find my heart
To love maybe then I'll start
Till then no, no, not ever
Until I piece my heart together

Loveless and Alone Combine and Close Part 2
I look outside at the cold cloudy world
And wonder how this mayhem unfurled
A friend said something to me yesterday
That made me question whether this is the way
Have I been wrong all this time
Is love and life not a mournful rhyme?
But if it isn’t what I thought it to be
Why then is it so hard to see?
So hard to see, so hard to make out
What all of this chaos is all about
I look at myself and what do I see
But a person who was, now gone and never to be
It hurts inside to know what I’ve lost
And to never get it back due to the cost
Maybe one day I’ll find it, my heart shining and free
I do know one thing though, I’ll search for eternity
I may not succeed, I may fail complete
But I guess that’s what happens when coldness and loneliness meet
Maybe I’ll let my friends help, maybe I won’t
But who to trust is a mystery. I don’t know, I just don’t
Is this a journey I must go alone
With no friends and no lover to call my own
Or is it an adventure to learn where I stand
Walking with my friends, hand in hand
That’s what’s funny about this lament
I really don’t know when enough time is spent
So until I find a place my heart can call home
Here I’ll stay, loveless and alone

Loveless and Alone Combine and Close Part 3: The Final Part
I’ve lost most of my emotions by now
As I go through my day in a monotonous plow
I look at the people who look so happy
And I wonder what it would take for me to be
Sure, I smile, I nod, and I wave
But that only disguises my inner grave
A grave, that’s what it is
A place of the dead, without bliss
Three days it’s been since my last endeavor
Maybe writing is helping to put my life together
It certainly gets my emotions out
But if I have emotions then what is this about?
Perhaps there is a place for me
In this world. I’ll find it eventually
I’ll search and search and look some more
Never knowing what’s in store
Shall I find it? You bet I will
I’ll face the darkness of pain’s cold chill
And I’ll win this time, let there be no doubt
I speak the truth and truth will out
Never again shall I wander in the darkness
Not ever again in hopelessness
I’ve seen the light and know what to do
So from the shadows I will eschew
I know it won’t be easy to leave this place
But with my friends I’ll do it with grace
This world has more in it than I once saw
There is still time to be filled with awe
And so the darkness that was within me shall fall
Crush and destroy and shine through it all
And now I end this final part
By repeating myself, from the darkness I shall depart

Loveless and Alone Combine and Close Part 4: It Still Goes On…
I once said I was a Nobody’s Nobody
A shell of a shell not meant for anybody
I created false illusions to hide the truth
That no one could love me and I now have proof
It speaks to me loud and clear
It breaks my heart, rips my soul, and brings me to tears.
Why did I let myself believe
That from this darkness I could leave.
I’ll never leave, I’m here to stay
Never to see the light of day
I’ve realized this and have come to the conclusion
That it’s time to revert to my old solution
Shut out my feelings, lock the door
I just can’t take this anymore.
Too many times my heart’s been torn
My emotions are exhausted completely worn
I was willing to do anything for the one
But now everything is said and done
I’ve lost like I’ve done many times before
My heart is bruised, beaten down, and sore
If someone can remind me how to love
Please let it be that one sent from above
Otherwise I won’t be able to survive
Right now I’m near ready to take the dive
Back into the hole that I came from
The screams of loneliness soon to come
Nobody listens, nobody cares
As I walk down these cold dark stairs
I thought part three would end it all
But here’s part four to answer the call
I now know to be truly happy
Is something meant for others but not for me.
I shall wander the darkness and shadows of hell
My heart forever, there, shall dwell.
I should have never believed in such a thing
As someone who could possibly love such a being.
So now I end this part four
With saying one thing just one more
No matter how much it would mean to me
No one shall ever set my heart free.

Woah. I don't have the capability to write anything as good, or as close to good as your poems. ;O

Thanks all I do is tell what goes on in my life in my poems. It just flows easily. Part 1 made last Monday Part 2 on Tuesday, Part 3 on Wednesday and Part 4 yesterday

damn bro thats is really freckin good and your dramatic arnt u (and dont worry i call everybody bro)

yes you do bri.yes you do.
Nice poems by the way.I suck at poetry but Im awsome at reading it.XD