Looking for, love?

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I stare at him with a blank expression having no idea that I mentioned Charlie's dad, "His name was Landon." I look down at my twiddling thumbs, "We met back at my hometown. I know he's here, but I don't think he knows I'm here." The only reason that I came, was so Charlie can finally see him.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Thu Aug 19, 2010 11:09 pm

I look down at her thumbs, and smile. "I think I might have seen him around before. Athena, right?" I ask her, trying to recall any Landon I had ever met.

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I furrow my eyebrows, "I'm not really sure." I say with a small laugh.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 1:00 pm

I nod. "Ok. Well he has no idea what he let go." I say softly. Then I start wondering what the kid would be able to do, half half blood. It was intresting, and I knew that Roxanne's kid was the same, so what were they going to be able to do?

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 1:12 pm

I looked up at Rita a new respect growing inside of me. This girl was a mother and she had been through alot. She would probably be better for Shawn then me anyway and they could take care of her son together. The happy memory filled me with saddness but that didnt matter because I made others happy, myself was my last priority. I backed into the woods quietly, half hoping he would notice me and call me back, half hoping I would just disapear into the shadows.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 1:27 pm

I notice Lille backing up into the forest out of my peripheral vision. My eyes flit to her face, and I try to grasp for a feeling or a reason she was leaving. There was a sparkle in her eyes, but it was barely there. I lean my head into my hands, and close my eyes. After a few minutes, I look up, and stretch. "I need to...work something out, with...myself." I tell them slowly. "Just...just stay, Lillie. Just stay." I say my voice starting normal and getting softer.

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A confused expression hits my face. I look up at him. "I wasn't going anywhere," i say giving a weak smile.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 1:55 pm

I entered the Forest in a beautiful strap-less limegreen sun-dress and high heels. My hair in two lose ponytails over my shoulders and my bikini top on with the strap going around my neck. I saw a guy and quickly walked over.

It's Lizzie.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:01 pm

I swiftly swear under my breath. I take a deep breath and decide I cant not tell them what was really on my mind. "You both are beautiful." I announce with no shame. "And I want both of you, to hold, and to comfort. But..." My words get stuck in my throat and I blink back angry tears. Why, when I need it most do I find two goregous girls, but I want both and I am greedy?I think to my self inraged. Why was it so complicated for me to just let what was happening happen? Why was I resisting so hard what I thought I wanted? Tons of questions bubbled aroung in my head, making me more confused and lost. I look up at both of them, and try to send out a feeling of hope, but I was merely spreading my confusion. "I'm sorry." I say barely above a whisper, not sure exactaly what I was sorry for, but I knew it was alot. Out of the corner of my eye, was a flash of bright green, and another stunning girl enters the picture. "Hi." I say recognizing her.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:04 pm

I smiled my dazzling and seductive smile, "Hey," I said in my honey sweet voice. My eyelashes long and dark from the mascara and my blonde hair a little wavy and curly. My features fit together like a puzzel, crystal blue eyes, dark mascara and blonde hair. I walked over a little closer.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:08 pm

I lower my eyes from her beauty, even though I really would like to look. "Have a seat." I say drily, pointing to the mossy floor of the forest, or the log which Rita was on. "What brings you here?" I ask her.

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I stand up to see to who he was talking to. Great, i immediately recognize the girl. i had a little arguement with her back at the cabin. "I think I'll just leave." Then i remember me saying that i wasn't going to leave. I don't think he'll mind. He has two other girls anyway.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:10 pm

Lizzie never met Rita?

I smiled and sat down wishing her dress stayed white. I shrugged, "I don't no, my boyfriend dumped me and I thought I'd come down here," I said playing the miserable hurt card.

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~Yeah, I remember. I think.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:13 pm

Na-uh was someone else then...

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:15 pm

I sigh. I could tell she was trying to win me over, and I could see Rita wasnt too please about her being here. Lillie was about to run away because she assumed that I was with Rita, and then Lizzie enter the picture. "I'm sorry." I tell her sympathetically and look up to meet her eyes. "Why would he do that?" I ask, thinking he must be crazy.

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I get up off the log and Dust myself off. I start making my way back over tp the cabin to see if Charlie's doing alright. Numbers escape my lips as i count my steps.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:19 pm

I shrugged, "He found someone better he said, a Zeus kid!" I said sighing, I was playing my card very very well.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:33 pm

"Oh." I say to Lizzie and then I see Rita get up. I run over to her and grab her arm, turning her around to face me. I lean in and whisper through her hair. "Meet me here tonight?" I tell her but say it more like a question.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:36 pm

I overheard them and got annoyed, I wanted him. Although I saw this other guy, Andre ones, I'll go chase him then. Where was he though? I'd use my seductionist card on him.

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I look down at the hand of my free arm. I give an exaggerated sigh and lean into his ear, "Maybe or maybe not," I whisper. "You'll have to stick around and see." I turn around to walk back to my destination. About twenty small steps away, I turn my head and give Shawn a wink.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:41 pm

I shook my head, he'd go for Rita, which annoyed me.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:46 pm

I grin, and mouth the word; Ok. I walk back to Lizzie and Lillie feeling some what better, but not sure if I was making the right descision. I smile charmingly at Lizzie cause I could see she was getting upset. "You'll get a turn too." I tell her thinking that if I could just have a night with each to get to know them better I might be able to know who I wanted in my life.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 2:48 pm

I laughed and stood up abruptly, "I am NO-ONES second, I'm go find the Andre dude, he looks hot, bye!" I said arrogantly flipping back one ponytail and whirling around.

Subject: Re: Looking for, love? Fri Aug 20, 2010 10:42 pm

I turned on me heel and ran. I was confronted with many emotions that I didnt want to face. First jealousy, from his "meeting" tonight with Rita. Next anger, I mean "You'll get a turn too" did he just expect me to wait my turn? In my heart I knew I wanted to but my logic told me that couldnt be smart. Then a smaller yet still preasent emotion, guilt. They would be perfect together, why intrude. This mix of emotion left me confused and in tears as I was still running.

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