Beanie
If you can't have Scott McCall, why bother?
Posts : 2101
Join date : 2011-06-12
Age : 24
Location : eternally stuck in Hades
 |  Subject: I feel so bad.  Wed Dec 12, 2012 9:22 pm | |
| I play the violin and have been playing for several years. To sum it up, I suck. Anyway, at the beginning of this year, I was the only experienced violinist, so my teacher let a good violist (Who happens to be one of my really good friends) learn the violin so I wouldn't be drowned out. To make a long story short, she is fantastic at any instrument. And she's been playing for about three months, but yet I sit there and listen to my teacher praise her and then tell me that I need to practice more. But I do practice. It's so embarrassing. And I hate my friend for that. But I feel so bad because she is one of my best friends and I hate her. I can't stand it. I can't stand hating her because she's better than me. This is really upsetting. And I'm crying now and I never cry.
Just need a shoulder to lean on. | |
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colleen
Posts : 617
Join date : 2011-06-25
Age : 25
Location : I'm outside in your backyard. I'm surrounded by cows. You're jealous.
| | Subject: Re: I feel so bad. Fri Dec 14, 2012 12:21 pm | |
| ... You can have my virtual shoulder, Beanie! I know how you feel. That's pretty much the same with me and my brother, but with acting. Drama used to be my thing, and music was his. But now he's some amazing actor, and I'm like... yay? I love my brother to death, but can't we just stick with our own things? Anyways, I guess my whole point is that I know how it feels, and you're not alone. Have a virtual hug and my virtual shoulder to cry on!  | |
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Beanie
If you can't have Scott McCall, why bother?
Posts : 2101
Join date : 2011-06-12
Age : 24
Location : eternally stuck in Hades
| | Subject: Re: I feel so bad. Fri Dec 14, 2012 4:20 pm | |
| Thanks Calle! Here's a virtual hug for you back (I like these new emoticons) | |
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