Got a secret? Can you keep it?

-In China, where there aren't any child protection laws. I was slapped multiple times by my mom. My face was bruised for a few days.
-I think I have a crush on this guy. Last time that happened, really ,really bad things happened. Meaning, if I let anyone know, he's going to be bullied. Then he's going to hate me. It's going to be all.my.fault.
-I accidentally threw a dodgeball that I was going to throw across the gym at someone's balls. (a guy). He couldn't walk for a day and half.
-I can't find anything that I'm pertucualrily good at. No 'gift' of any sort.
-I'm not as complicated as an 11 year old can get. Seriously.
-I wanna run away from home. But I don't know what I'm going to do about it.
-6 school district counsellors tried to pry information out of me. I just sat there and didn't say a word.
-My mom is constantly telling me that I'm not good enough, I really wanna slap and yell.
-I have the worst luck in the world.
-Most people think I'm emotionless. Inside, I'm melting. I'm breaking. I don't know what I should do. I can't talk to an adult. They don't understand. They don't care.

-If I had a fatal flaw, it would be burying everything inside. It's the only way of 'escape' for me.
-I think I'm useless. I know I sound conceited, but I seriously don't think I'm worth anything. I'm treated like a peice of **** all the time. What difference does it make?

• I feel uncomfortable around people with disabilities
• I think I have A.D.H.D, but I’m too afraid to ask my mom to get me tested
• I can be a huge jerk sometimes, and not even notice until it’s too late
• I’m really sensitive:
• I know I’m fat, and people tell me so, so I suck in my stomach everyday to look thinner
• I have acne all over my face, and I want to get rid of it, but I refuse to take meds
• I always feel ugly because so many people have told me I am, I let go and believe it
• I’m always trying to appeal to the populars, but they shoot me down
• I almost committed suicide one night
• I don’t cry, because I’ve had too many things happen to me to cry about
• My mom calls me fat and ugly
• My dad calls me stupid
• I’m the reason my parents don’t divorce
• I wasn’t born the normal way
• I am fake

-I feel like a loser because I role play
-I like a few girls in my school, but all of them think of me as a brother
-My whole family thinks that I'm secretly gay (I'm not)
-I am a compulsive liar. I lie so well, sometimes I believe myself.
-I am a huge procrastinator
-I'm failing 6/8 of my classes and my mom think's I'm advanced.
-I know I'm fat.
-I don't want to be a Lawyer, or Judge like my parents are pushing me to be.
-I want to be a Comedian/Author
-My parents are Alcoholics
-I'm Atheist, and my parents don't know.
-The girl I love lives 2 states away.
-The girl I love is dating a friend of mine, who lives in her state.
-I'm secretly trying to break them up over Facebook.
-I hate myself
-I'm 14, in highschool, and have never had my first kiss

I'm like england - I hate most people I know, but I put up with them so that I'm not forever along.
I probably will end up forever alone.
Believe it or not, I have mild dyslexia. It makes me feel hypocritical when I correct people on their spelling and grammar; mine's a ton worse.

~I haven't gotten my first kiss yet too, and yet in my dreams, how hard it would be to stop myself from getting all mushy. >.<
But the guy I like, even if he asked me to prom, seems to love someone else, even if she's half way around the world. I think he sees me as a sister. Whenever he plays basketball, and the boy have practices with girls, can't help but look at him. He's hot, I mean c'mon! I'm a hormonal teen! I dream of being with him, and yet am afraid of relationships. >.<

~I hate myself sometimes
~The guy I like lives 12 hours away from me
~I don't like people. People annoy me.
~While I claim to have a best friend, I really don't.
~I'm actually jelouse of my one 'friend'
~I would prefer it if I could get through one day of school without having to say hello to someone.
~I'm actually a little jelouse of CHB because it's such a popular website
~Even though people annoy me, I put up with them. When I get on my nerves too much, I just stop talking to them.
~I'mm in the center of a thick brick cube and I'm all alone.
~My dad tends to make fun of me.
~Theres a girl in my homeroom class who questions everything I do, and in my head, I sometimes imagine just shooting her in the head, and walking away.
~I'm 13, and I havn't had my first boyfriend yet, or my first kiss, and I'm proud of it. You shouldn't rush relationships.
~I would like the world a lot better if I was the only one on the planet
~I'm a Christian, and stand for what I believe in.
~I've tried to bring one of my Agnostic(There not sure if there is a god or not, but if there is, they believe that there's no way you can learn more about them) to Christ, but it didn't work.
~I hate being called a yankie by my southern 'friends' but I tend to call myself a yankie
~I hate it when my dad says 'look at her hair color' when I've done something wrong

- I've cut myself before
-I have seriously considered suicide
-My parents beat me, so that I have marks, but I'm afraid to be taken away
-I seriously have considered running away
-I live more in my imagination. For example, if I had a really bad problem, then my mind would drift away to places better, like a super ninja assassin, then I'd literally have to yank myself back to Reality, then I drift off again
-I've been in love with my neighbor, and we've been neighbors for nine years

First time I roleplayed (on a different site) I took the roleplaying seriously and so when the girl I was 'dating' dumped me, I was actually heartbroken. Like, IRL.

I've been in a number of close relationships with males on the Internet. They have all failed miserably. I even let some of them force me into cybering. Thanks to that along with my school being filled with crappy guys, until I met Sleepy, I absolutely despised males and even considered just declaring myself lesbian instead of bi like I really am.

The other day, my parents were having a huge fight, I felt like running away. I really couldn't take it. I actually grabbed the backpack that I kept for 'fire or earthquakes' and tried to climb out of my room with the emergnecy ladder. I actually made it when my brother caught me.

-I feel like a loser because my family dont have much money.
-Although I have many friends, Only a few of them would be there for me if I needed them.
-I think Im depressed but im too afraid to tell my parents because I dont want them to think Im a freak.
-I think about cutting myself repeativly sice I was nine but I have never done it.
-I think Im a slut because my first kiss/snog was when I was nine with a boy I barely knew.
-I go out with lots of guys but dont actually feel anything for them so I dump them.
-All I wanna do is find love.
-Im an atheist and swear at God every day. No wonder my life is so crap.
-I hate myself everytime I look in the mirror.
-Im ugly and get told it all the time by boys.
-I have frequent panic attacks.
-I am all smiles on the outside but on the inside, I wanna die.
-I used to hit and hurt myself...I have stopped now.
-I have been out with most of the guys in my year group and have decided to stay single until I fall in love.
-I kissed a girl...I didn't like it.
-I got on the internet so much because its an escape from reality.

so on Christmas eve, I snuck some of my moms wine. And now, I snuck some more. I don't know who I am anymore.

-During the summer, I went to visit my mates in England and we were passing whiskey and vodka bottle around.
-I like this guy who is a year older than me. We both have lots in common and we hang out often. We are both massive flirts so we kiss and mess around but to him, it dont mean anything.
-Im annoyed with my mates. Whenever I flirt with someone without thinking, they say 'Banana'. They said it so much one day that the group of boys we were chilling with realised what it meant -_-