I sat at my workbench carving the windows and door. The titles were next, but how long would my edurence last? I was so bored but I didn't want to give up. I had cuts all over my fingers from using the wrong end of the exacto knife. Next would be airbrushing then carving monsters I was ready to give up and toss my hands in the air! Only thing stopping me? My pride and the fact I was terrified of throwing the knife and killing myself which no one would find out about till tomorrow. It was midnight and I was so tired but wouldn't surrender. Adrenaline was another factor in my inpatitince. If I was caught I was so screwed so my nerves were on high.