Some Wounds, only Time can Heal.

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OOC;; Inan, you should change the part of Narcisse's profile where you post people's relationships. x3
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I nod slowly to avoid worsening my headache. My eyes looked sad which is quite unusual. I am normally quite happy and bubbly. I guess this is just a phase of "Growing up" although I am past the stages of puberty. "Thanks. I guess you could hand me some Aspirin over there in the top cabinet. My head is killing me!" I ask.

I was silent until a sudden though popped into my head. Without thinking, I said my thoughts out loud. "Sometimes I wonder if all my friends actually like me for who I am. Maybe because they want to make a good impression in front of their teachers by hanging out with me? Maybe they want to be my friends, but only out of pity. Sometimes I wish they would tell me all that information, but I don't want to be rude." I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. I watched the Apollo demi-gods scurry around the small infirmary, scanning the walls for any kinds of herbs or medicine they could use.

I guess I'll never know if I have any true friends.

I stand up to acquire some aspirin as I listen to the girl's worries. Worries about who she is... typical for a girl, especially teenaged ones. Hmmm, though, I'm not that old myself, yet I feel pretty sure of myself. I smile inwardly, I am pretty great though. I grab a glass and fill it with water, returning to the cot where the girl was waiting for me.

"Don't worry about it Liliana, people will like you for who you are," I handed her the glass and the medicine, "You told me all those things about yourself... and I still like you."

OOC;; Yeahhh, I'll do that eventually XD
For now, I'm just gonna be lazy

OOC;; Haha, I have those days too. :3
BIC;;

"I agree. Most people don't listen to what an Athena girl has to say. The just assume it's something all "Sciency" and stuff. So they just walk away and feel bad about what they think I was going to say. Maybe they think that I'm always bragging about how smart I am? Really, I'm not the smartest one of all Athena children. I'm actually quite...Dumb." I say. I take the aspirin and put it in my mouth. I take a gulp of water and sigh. "Er, I wouldn't really say that. I'm not dumb, but if you compare me to some other of my half-siblings, I'm not that smart. I haven't learned about the famous equation of Albert Einstein, E=MC2."I groan. Gosh, I'm being such pessimist today! There's nothing to get my hopes up. I would be happier if Alex were here, but sadly he has another girlfriend. I guess I'll be lonely for life.

Snap out of it, Liliana! Don't get your hopes down! You need to be ready for the sword fighting class tomorrow! But, the problem is that Alex is teaching it. "Er, Narcisse? I'm not going to the sword practice tomorrow. I just...Can't. I'm up to my nose in homework." I lie. It doesn't feel good to lie..Not good at all. It feels like guilt and pain mixed together.

"Thanks. You're probably the only one who understands me. I never though I had skills. I was considered average if you ask the Athena children." I say, shrugging. "I never liked sword practice. I would just hide away in the corner of the arena and avoid getting hit by a sharp weapon." I laugh, rubbing my shoulder.

"Then just be like me and don't go," I smile rebelliously, "I understand that a lot of rules at camp are made to keep us half bloods safe, but so long as we use our common sense... " I leave my sentence incomplete, hoping that the girl understood what I was implying.
I take her hand in mine and I look into her eyes, a classic sort of move... for some reason or other it was generally quite effective, if not cliche, "Everyone has different skills and personality traits. You might not see it now, but you will eventually."

OOC;; I updated Narcisse's relationships thing, by the way!

OOC: Awesome!
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"Well, I'll try. I don't normally skip classes. I just go and deal with it. But if..." I say. I don't finish my sentence from losing myself in thought. I blush deep red as he takes my hand and I smile a bit. "When will I then? I'm 12. It's not going to be long until I get eaten by a monster or something, you know." I sigh.

I smile. "Thanks. Alex never protected me. He was like a present version of Vincent Van Gogh. He almost killed himself for that Annabeth." I scowl, scoffing at Annabeth's name.

My face is burning hot. C'mon face, don't turn red on me right now! It's the worst time! I think angrily. My face softens and I begin to like him touching me. I never really got to be in. . .Uh, close contact with a boy. This is probably the closest I've been to a boy!

Sorry for not- i stopped seeing them, there holding hands, I let out a HUGE sigh of Relief, I thought it would NEVER happen. I thought i was going to have to doggy you around until you realized, That you to are Together for a REASON! I took a breath, Anyways, I was holding off the boys, out there... Still famous for almost drowning. I glanced at the boy And Smiled, saying Your welcome the best i could. I'm glad it's all good and fine now but... Yeah.

"Right. He should do everything to protect the women he loves." I say, nodding.

I thought I would never get over Alex. Never ever. I thought it would cling onto me for the rest of my life. Alot like being trapped in a glass box. You are aware of everything that's happening, but you feel like you are isolated from everyone else. And it slowly kills you with no food or water. I sigh and lean on his shoulder and look at his hand in mine.

I saw the boy's smile falter somethings wrong, i know it. I turned to leave, I'll leave you in peace. i sighed. I could hear more people gathering...

OOC;; I don't really know what to say. O_o

OOC: yeah i'm lost too...

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OOC;; Thank you Inan!
BIC;;

I nod rolling my eyes sarcastically as the boy started to walk away. "I thought he would never leave!" I say, sighing a sigh of relief.

Narcisse pulled me in closer and I suppose it was awkward in a way, but it was relaxing too. I looked at the doors of the Infirmary, opening and closing from Apollo campers swiftly coming in and out.
I thought for a moment about the handsome young man. Could he be playing a simple trick? Messing with my mind? Toying around with me? No, it couldn't be. I shake those nonsense thoughts out of my mind and continue with this 'Romantic' moment. "He was such a fool to break up with me..." I say, as if he were to be able to hear me.

I nod. "Right." I say.

OOC;; I hate short posts -_- Not by you, but by me.

I could sense a certain hesitancy about her, as though she didn't quite trust me. Smart. I wasn't expecting someone so emotionally fragile to be so wary, normally broken hearts tried to heal in any way possible. I brush some hair off the girl's shoulder.

"He left you, didn't even consider your feelings. He doesn't even know your pain... he'd never understand. He'd never care," I nearly whispered, "He doesn't care like I do."

To make her mine, I needed her to trust me. I needed her to feel like there was nothing in the world more important than me. She would think I was her protector, her hero, that I valued and loved her. But in the end, what is she to me? The same thing as every other girl I've ever known. Just a toy... Girls were so easy to manipulate.

OOC;; Don't sweat it, it was kinda my fault too anyway, ehehehe... Short posts beget shorter posts, I guess. Let's just... both make long posts from now on? *thumbs up*

I sigh deeply as my head was being filled with spontaneous thoughts of Alex and Narcisse. Narcisse was a nice boy, but I just met him. Maybe he was going overboard with the first impressions? I wouldn't want to hurt his feelings by just leaving him. I sigh again and look out the window at the beach.

"He didn't care about me. He cared about a girl who is alot like my twin. I wasn't any better than that Annabeth Chase. I'm just as good as her..." I whisper as my face turned expressionless. I shook my head. Mother probably hates me now that I bashed her favorite daughter, I think to myself.

"Narcisse? I have to tell you something." I say with a slight quiver in my voice. I look into his beautiful deep brown eyes. I couldn't force the words out of my mouth, I just let them move by themselves at their own pace. "I think you're...Uh, taking the "first impression" thing a little too..." I stop and take a deep breath. "Too seriously. Uh, I mean you're a nice boy and all and I hope we can be friends but I just got to know you." I gently say to him, as if he was a piece of glass.
I looked around, trying to make up a reasonable excuse to leave. "I, uh, have to go study with my sisters...See you around, I guess!" I say. I get up and start walking into the forest which turned into running. I felt horrible after what I had done. Why did I do that?