Taking out my jealousy

Subject: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 8:16 pm

I felt upset,jealous,and furious walking into the arena.It was bad enough that Noah had a girlfriend,but now Kai too!They probably wouldn't even hang out with me anymore.Kai and Noah both had told me to stop being jealous.I'm not jealous!Or am I?I thought,suddenly stopping.

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 8:25 pm

I was at the arena slashing my sword at practice dummies when I heard someone's footsteps crunch in the grass. I turn my head and noticed Antonio. Darn it, what do I do? I asked myself. And, being the sincere person I am, I greeted him. "Hey, Antonio," I said as I turned my head back to the dummy.

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 8:30 pm

"Hello." I said to my half sister.She was nice,but why did Kai have to like her?Why couldn't someone else like her?What was I thinking?Kai liked her,and I had to deal with it.But I didn't want to.Why do I have to be so messed up?

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 8:36 pm

He appeared to have something on his mind, so I kept the conversation going, not brining anything important up. "What's up?" I asked while I hacked at the dummie's right arm, easily disconnecting it from it's body. I was a pretty decent sword-fighter, but I never bragged about it.

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 8:40 pm

"Nothing,you?" I ask, drawing my bow.I load an arrow,and shoot at a dummy.Why her?Why am I so messed up?Why am I even thinking this?

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 8:44 pm

"I've been training harder than normal, but that's only because of the upcoming battle," I replied. I was a little nervous of the second invasion, but it was going to happen, and I had to be prepared. People are going to die, I thought, I could be one of them. Pushing the thought aside, I slashed at the dummie's head, and moved onto the next one.

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 8:49 pm

I look up and tilt my head."Upcoming battle?" What was she talking about?What the Hades?It confused me.

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 8:53 pm

"A battle took place yesterday, that's why the infirmary is piled up with so many campers," I sighed. "There is supposed to be a second one sometime tomorrow." I thought about the battle. It was gory, I had never seen such violence in my life, and I've been to half the world already. "I hope Kai is okay," I regreted what I said, realizing that it could stur up trouble. Antonio never really liked Kai, and his own brother Noah for that matter.

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 8:56 pm

"Oh.Noah said something about that.He was upset because he injured himself the other day,and couldn't fight.I say,he's alive,isn't he?And Kai's probably fine too." I say,but there was an odd edge to my voice.

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:01 pm

Noticing the odd edge to Antonio's voice, I ceased my sword-fighting and faced him. "What happend to Noah?" I asked with my face full of concern. I gew suspicious of the way Antonio was acting, so I just stuck with the subject, but this time I was extra careful of what I said. "Is he okay?"

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:10 pm

"Fine." I say.What did she care?What did I care?Who cared?Nobody cared!Except his dang girlfriend!Why?!

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:16 pm

I jerked my head, "Uh... Antonio? Are you alright?" I was growing a little worried about him. I don't know why he is acting this way, but something tells me I'm going to find out soon enough.

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:20 pm

"Who cares?!You really wanna know what happened to Noah?He got himself stabbed!But I'm fine!And Kai?He's probably with Noah?But what do you care?!What do I care?!"I turn around and say nothing more.

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:26 pm

I probably should have been hurt by his response, but I wasn't. I walked up to him and placed my hand on his shoulder. "Antonio, I'm worried about you," I said, knowing that it probably wouldn't work, but I decided to give it a try. "If you keep acting this way it may one day lead to your demise. It could get you killed."

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:28 pm

"What do you care?!So what if I die?!Nobody likes me anyway!Nobody would miss me!"

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:32 pm

"I'd miss you," I scowled. I glared at him with my sparkling gray eyes. I shook my head, "You have no idea how much. You're family to me, whether you like it or not."

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:33 pm

I glared at her.Why?WHY would she miss me?So what if we were family!I didn't care,why should she?I

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:43 pm

"Don't glare at me like that," I scowled. I probably sounded like some mother correcting their child, but I didn't pay attention to that. I wasn't a complete softy, so when people start giving me attitude I gave it right back. "If you want to be carefree about eveyone, everything, then keep on at it. You'll just be miserable for the rest of your life!"

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:45 pm

I looked away.If only I was carefree.I was jealous,but Iwas jealous to the extreme.That made me more of an idiot!Why.Why?Why?!WHY?!

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:52 pm

I continued my little "nagging spree." I wasn't going to give up on pusuading him. I was going to try and change his ways, but it would have to be his decision on whether he wants to change, or continue living his life as a miser. "You're jealous, aren't you?"

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:55 pm

Tears start running down my face."Yeah,so?"It wasn't my fault I was jealous!Everyone else was dating!But nobody liked me!It wasn't fair!

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 9:58 pm

"You have to be more open, I know why you're jealous. You're upset you don't have someone of your own. Someone that likes you that way. You'll find someone."

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 10:01 pm

"Yeah right." I say.Nobody would ever like me.I was an idiot.I was probably a lunatic.Nobody would,and I repeat,nobody,would ever,ever like me.

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 10:10 pm

"Why are you so sure?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. Gods, I wish I had an empathy link with Kai, he could help me right about now. I hoped Kai could hear me, somehow. I was getting tired of fighting with Antonio all alone. It wasn't woking, just as I predicted.

Subject: Re: Taking out my jealousy Wed Dec 29, 2010 10:13 pm

I walked in.I had this weird intuition to come here.I saw Melina fighting with Antonio."What's up with him?" I ask.

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