So... This is the lake...

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 3:44 pm

I sigh as I sit against a tree. "I dont want to be mean, but I guess its just in my blood. I never had real friends..."

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:01 pm

I laugh " Just in your blood? That one's funny."

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:24 pm

I look up. "Im serious."

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 4:47 pm

" Yeah yeah. I don't know how your blood can be the reason for that. My brother had friends. A lot, and he's worst than you" I replied

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 5:03 pm

I shrug. "I just want a real freind."

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 5:17 pm

" Did you even tried to talk to people from the camp?" I asked, sitting next to him.

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 5:32 pm

I nod. "But they all run away or agree with me because theyre scared."

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 6:10 pm

I laugh " I don't think you're scary. I tihnk you just... well, start a conversation the wrong way, maybe?"

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 6:35 pm

"I dont know. Even Colin wasnt a real freind. I dont know whats its like to actually be liked."

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 6:38 pm

I hugged him " It's like brother and sisters. It's natural." I explained once I got back to my place.

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 6:51 pm

I shrug. "Just dont tell anyone."

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 6:52 pm

I laugh " Don't worry."

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Thu Nov 04, 2010 7:01 pm

"Okay. Can you help me get a friend?"

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Fri Nov 05, 2010 6:47 am

" Sure. First: we need to get back at the camp. That would help..."

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Fri Nov 05, 2010 7:55 am

"Okay." I get up.

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Fri Nov 05, 2010 2:53 pm

I got up after him and asked " Where exactly you wanna go first?"

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Fri Nov 05, 2010 4:33 pm

I shrug. "I just dont want people to think Im a wimp. WHICH Im not"

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Fri Nov 05, 2010 5:40 pm

I laugh " I know I know. Did you ever tried to.. lugh or smile KINDLY?"

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Fri Nov 05, 2010 7:51 pm

I think about this. "Not that I know of," I laugh.

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Fri Nov 05, 2010 8:24 pm

I sigh " That's what I thought. This will be long and hard"

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Fri Nov 05, 2010 8:46 pm

I laugh-a real one.

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Sat Nov 06, 2010 8:38 am

I laugh too " Maybe not. Anyway, let's go~"

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Sat Nov 06, 2010 8:41 am

"Got it, sis. So, where to?" I ask.

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Sat Nov 06, 2010 12:13 pm

" Hum...." I shrug " Anywhere."

Subject: Re: So... This is the lake... Sat Nov 06, 2010 12:54 pm

I motion with my hands. "Lead the way."