The Smith and the Shadowwaker Cont.

The water around me was bubbling again. "How? How do I calm myself? I may act calm and all, but it’s just a mask, underneath, I’m a mess of emotions, waiting to explode. So if I made you angry, my apologies, and throughout all of this, a new emotion, reared its face, one I haven’t felt for years. That emotion is, love. There is a difference between Affection, Love and Obsessive love, but i don’t know the difference.” I say confused, happy, sad, angry and shocked all at once. ”I don’t know what to do, what to think, or even, how to act anymore, has my mask and shell been fractured by but one person, I thought a couple hundred would cause it to fracture, but clearly I thought wrong.” I state.

I let out a low growl. "I never said that I loved you if that's what you're thinking. I'm merely saying that after years of bottling love down, it came back up, albeit foribly, but it still returned. I'm merely unclear with what to do right now." I let out a sigh, trying to calm down. "Well I guess all of my theories on everything would return were off by quite a bit, not that I'm suprised." I murmur to myself.