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moon Elite Writer
Posts : 5597 Join date : 2011-02-16 Age : 26 Location : lost in the woods
| Subject: it just comes back in flashes [kenz] Sun Dec 23, 2012 4:04 pm | |
| Stephanie Lee Jones Daughter of Caerus Stephie splashed through the slush, painting the way to the lake. She knew it would be crazy to go to the tracks this time of night, so she simply ran from the mess hall to cabin two, and back here. Her backpack full of spray paint, she stopped. The moon was her only source of real light, reflecting off the surface of transparent water. Goosebumps formed over her shoulders and arms as she pulled the cans of paint from her backpack, smiling sadly. She picked out a black, shaking it. Even with the silence of the forest, the can could hardy be heard. As soon as it was mixed well enough, she tested it on the grass. Nodding at the black grass, she painted her hand black, wiping the paint on her dress. She just wanted to forget this ever happened. As sad as it sounded, she wanted to forget Parker too. She wanted to forget he ever came back, and that she ever fell harder for him.
As she grabbed more paint, varying the color, she continued to wipe the paint on her beautiful dress, caking it in different colors. As she did so, she remembered February 12th. They were getting more spray paint, being the stupid kids they were. Stephie's breathing got shaky just thinking about it. The blackness. Oh, she felt that way now, except worse. Stephanie didn't know what she had just done. Would Parker ever talk to her again? She had cried all of her tears out, like the night she learned her friends had died.
The smell of hospital, how she hated that clean, yet dirty smell. It made her head spin, more than the smell of fresh paint. Stephie forced herself not to cry. She didn't want to cry anymore. Spraying yellow on the palm of her hand, she wiped it on her leggings, moving her way down her body. She didn't care how long it took for this to get off. She could care less if it ever came off. Her dress was as good as ruined, colored and caked with an ugly rainbow.
As she continued to paint, she thought about all of the good times with Parker. Talking to him, in his house, after being beaten by Sterling. Stephanie would miss talking to him. The smell of him, hugging him, everything. She would miss it. Stephanie was now down to her shoes, simply spraying them green. Only afterwards did she realize what she had done.
Taking a step back, she breathed heavily. Tears stung her eyes, but she simply blinked them back. It wasn't right to cry. She sunk to her knees, a can of paint still in her hand as she gazed blankly out at the lake, a dry expression plastered on her face. Dots of multicolored paint were splattered all over her clothes and skin, even in her hair, but she didn't care. She just felt numb.
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| | | kenzie Buttface
Posts : 1813 Join date : 2011-12-01 Age : 26 Location : ontario
| Subject: Re: it just comes back in flashes [kenz] Sun Dec 23, 2012 4:51 pm | |
| {Parker Cowell}
"Live a little, bro" [15 minutes earlier]
Parker ran out of the mess hall after Stephie. When he pushed the door open and stepped into the crisp winter air, she was no where to be seen. His panicked look turned into a frustrated one. He kicked a bench, toppling it over. Parker stomped back to cabin 2. He slammed the door upon entering. Now he was not only frustrated my angry. He wanted to strangle someone. He settled for throwing his pillows and breaking his bed post. Parker sat on his bed with his head in his hands. He felt like a fool. Stephie hated him. She would never forgive him. He practically cheated on her. Even though they weren't dating but, whatever. He wished they were dating. He knew that he loved her since they were 14. He risked his life for her. He was always there for her. Parker thought she loved him too. But, February 12th changed everything for them. They didn't talk for three years. Parker got up from his bed. He was determined to find her. He needed her now more than ever.
[present]
Parker ran through the forest. He saw everything in a blur. Globs of green and brown danced around in his vision. He stumbled, almost tripping over a tree root but steadied himself. Parker was yelling her name. "Stephie!" He shouted into the empty, silent forest. "Stephie! It's Parker! I know you hate but, just hear me out, Okay?" His words no longer came out. He couldn't speak. His breath caught in his throat. He heard something. He heard the soft "click click" of metal hitting aluminium. Parker stopped running. He slowed to a job then eventually, a fast-paced walk.
A couple minutes later, he heard the familiar whizzing of spray paint. Stephie was near. He was walking at a normal pace now. Parker stopped in his tracks. He saw her. Stephie was only 20 feet away now. She looked up from spray painting her dress. Why was she painting her dress? Parker hid behind a tree. He felt like he was in "stalker-mode." After she stopped he could see she was starting to crumble to the ground. He ran to her, catching her before she fell. Parker held her tight against him. He strokes her hair. whispering "sh...sh...it's okay Stephie."
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| | | moon Elite Writer
Posts : 5597 Join date : 2011-02-16 Age : 26 Location : lost in the woods
| Subject: Re: it just comes back in flashes [kenz] Sun Dec 23, 2012 6:11 pm | |
| Stephanie Lee Jones Daughter of Caerus Stephie frowned, scrambling away from him. She hadn't expected to see him, or really wanted to see him. At all. Ever again, really. At least, she thought she didn't. The demigod couldn't really tell. "I'm trying to forget you," Stephie muttered. "Please go away," she said softly, turning her back to him. She sunk down on the ground again, pulling her knees to her chest. She sighed, looking at the lake again. She wasn't going to let herself be swept away by Parker, not this time, or ever again. Sure, it wouldn't be easy, seeing that they lived in the same cabin, but it could be done. Stephanie fingered her dress, in taters, painted all over. She bit her cheek, not believing what she had done. At least this hadn't cost much, because she painted the thing herself... twice, apparently. She set her gaze on the moonlit waters, not wanting a response from Parker. Clickyyy | |
| | | kenzie Buttface
Posts : 1813 Join date : 2011-12-01 Age : 26 Location : ontario
| Subject: Re: it just comes back in flashes [kenz] Mon Dec 24, 2012 9:28 pm | |
| {Parker Cowell}
"Live a little, bro" Parker pursed his lips. He had to prove to her he cared somehow. Suddenly, he got an idea. He would need her to hear him out though. "Stephie. Gimme a chance to explain please?" He pleaded. Parker walked over to her. She'd ran away. He understood. Parker wanted to take her hand but he knew she'd run again. So, he played it safe. He stood a couple feet in front of her, talking to her softly. "Stephie, can you come with me for a minute? You don't have to talk to me, just listen. " He looked at her with his big brown eyes. Parker's heart was in his stomach. He felt numb. His head spun. He didn't know what to do. Stephie hated him. He was a jerk. He took two girls to one dance. How had he even thought that might work? He was so stupid.
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| | | moon Elite Writer
Posts : 5597 Join date : 2011-02-16 Age : 26 Location : lost in the woods
| Subject: Re: it just comes back in flashes [kenz] Mon Dec 24, 2012 9:59 pm | |
| Stephanie frowned at him, not saying anything at all. It was proving difficult not to respond, especially when she wanted to so badly. The demigod wanted to hug him, and pretend the last hour never happened, but time didn't just erase, unfortunately. She looked at him for a moment, with a puzzling glance. Her eyes read a mix of sympathy and bitterness. It was hard to forget someone you loved so much.
Stephie nodded, signalling she would listen.She was shocked that he wasn't leaving by now. It was obvious that the demigod was emotionally unstable, and lacked anything to do but inflict torture on herself by starvation and judging herself. Looking away from Parker's face, her gaze was set on the ground. | |
| | | kenzie Buttface
Posts : 1813 Join date : 2011-12-01 Age : 26 Location : ontario
| Subject: Re: it just comes back in flashes [kenz] Thu Dec 27, 2012 10:58 pm | |
| {Parker Cowell}
"Live a little, bro" Parker frowned. She looked so hurt. It was his fault. He felt terrible. How was he supposed to tell her this now? He felt so guilty. Parker nodded towards the lake. As he turned to start walking, he dropped down to grab a bottle of spray paint. It looked like a bottle of black but he wasn't sure. He shrugged and stood back up. He couldn't see Stephie's face in the poor lighting. It was pitch black outside and there was also a canopy of trees over their heads.
After walking for a couple minutes, the trees opened up to the lake. Parker smiled at Stephie and took out the can of spray paint. He shook it up, hearing the familiar sound of the marble smacking against can. That sound always made him smile. He took off the cap and began writing on sand. It turns out, the spray paint was actually blue. Parker smiled finishing his writing. At the end, he had around a paragraph of writing and some doodles here and there. His paragraph read:
"Stephanie Lee Jones, you are the most beautiful, most intelligent girl I have ever met. You use to make me smile when I was having a rough day. And don't think I don't remember those nights you stayed at my grandmas and we tried to make our own band. Now you know why I don't sing. Anyway, Stephie I'm so sorry. Aphrodite is stupid, and cruel and mean. She's just...not for me okay? Trust me. Stephie. I think you already know this but, I'm going to say this again. I love you okay? It's weird to hear me say that I know, I'm usually not emotional but, screw it. This is for you Stephie. I love you. Now, if you don't me doing this..."
He walked over to Stephie and pushed her hair behind her ear. "I love you," He whispered, starring into her eyes. He could feel her breathe on his cheeks. Parker leaned in and pressed his lips softly against hers. He poured his heart into the kiss. He wanted to make sure he got his message across. He loved Stephie, no one else. Just Stephie.
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| | | moon Elite Writer
Posts : 5597 Join date : 2011-02-16 Age : 26 Location : lost in the woods
| Subject: Re: it just comes back in flashes [kenz] Thu Dec 27, 2012 11:16 pm | |
| Stephanie Lee Jones Daughter of Caerus Stephie watched him pick up her blue spray paint, covered in the colors that had transferred from her hand. She felt herself cringe just looking at the can of paint. What had she done to herself? The demigod watched him walk away, closer to the lake, where the water met the sands. Curiosity hit her, as the girl shakily stood up and followed him, slowly. Stephanie wasn't going to run after him, she would walk and take her own pace. Steph wasn't running after anyone anytime soon.
She followed him, watching the lines of thick trees recede into the blackness of the forest. The demigod breathed heavily, smelling the essence of spray paint. Her bright eyes narrowing into questioning slits, she sat down not far from his drawing, reading what he wrote as he did so. She set her hands in front of her, leaning on them as she read the scripted letters on the sand. Stephie felt her face smiling as she continued down the paragraph, small tears forming in her eyes. He was making this so difficult.
Seeing him turn to her, she felt the stress, tears, and weight fall off of her shoulders. Parker. "I love you," the very words that rang in her mind as she felt his lips on hers. Taking a small breath, she kissed him back, wrapping her arms around his neck for support. Stephie got into a comfortable position as she continued to kiss him, feeling tears stream down her face. Pulling away from him for a moment, she gave him a sad smile. "I love you too, Rhys."
She closed her eyes and leaned back into kissing him, not caring anymore. Parker. She was kissing Parker. Stephie felt the lonely and hungry nights fade away from her, as the tears continued to fall, staining her face.
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| | | kenzie Buttface
Posts : 1813 Join date : 2011-12-01 Age : 26 Location : ontario
| Subject: Re: it just comes back in flashes [kenz] Fri Dec 28, 2012 4:06 pm | |
| {Parker Cowell}
"Live a little, bro" Parker smiled against her lips. She'd forgiven him. She loved him. There was no words to describe how happy Parker was. He cupped her cheek, gently wiping her tears. Parker moved her, so she was sitting on his lap, somewhat. It was more comfortable for him. She pulled away from him for a moment and gave him a small smile. "I love you too, Rhys." He smiled as she pulled him back in. Parker continued to wipe her tears as his other hand had a tight was gentle grip on Stephie's side. He wanted to kiss her all night long but, something occured to him. The furies would be out soon. It was nearly ten. Parker pulled away, not wanting to at all. "Come here," He lifted her up so he could stand. "Let's go to the cabin, the furies will be out soon. I'm not so sure I want to be eaten so..." He shrugged.
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| | | moon Elite Writer
Posts : 5597 Join date : 2011-02-16 Age : 26 Location : lost in the woods
| Subject: Re: it just comes back in flashes [kenz] Fri Dec 28, 2012 4:30 pm | |
| Stephanie Lee Jones Daughter of Caerus Stephie felt the warmth of his hands spread across her face, only making her want to smile more. Feeling him pull away, she frowned slightly, holding on to his neck as he pulled himself up. Oh no, he was carrying her. "Er, right, but I can't walk for myself," Stephanie muttered, not - so gracefully making herself squirm out of his hands. She didn't want him holding her, not where he might be able to feel how much she wasn't eating. The idea of Parker worrying about her simply made her sick. She gave him a smile and began walking backwards in the general direction of cabin two. "Race ya there," she said with a laugh, breaking out into a sprint. occ: what now Clickyyy | |
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