i don't get it.

Honestly. My orchestra teacher KNEW i wanted to do that piece.
i told her that i was desperate enoug to play that piece.
that i went to london with my violin and did a duet with my friend.
that my 20 + hours of practicing wasn't enough.
even though it's only required to have 10.

and she didn't tell me.
she took away all but 2 cellos.
and the only 1st violin
but not me

me, who's practiced in another continent.
who lives for music.
but all of the kids that couldn't bother taking it next year.
now i regret practicing for half the night
on that one damn song.

even when i told her that im doing a duet made for flutes
when i told her that i love music so much i quit my art classes to go play it
and all she does is leave me out
deliberately knowing that i wanted to do it.
and she didn't tell us

she didn't tell kaila and i anything
nothing about being let into the piece.

when i heard the other kids playing out in the hallway.
i cried.
i went to the bathroom and cried.
i love music that much.

trust me, you'll never meet another person
with a passion for music
as much as i do.

damn you ms. anderson.

What a horrible lady. I would've slapped her. You know.. if she was my age and that wasn't considered assault.

Anyways, I'm going to hunt her down. And smack her into some sense.

My orchestra teacher does that too. All she ever does is rant out the violins. She says were not paying attention, or whatever, and I'm one of the only people in the class who practices. And the Cello part is so easy I can play it in my sleep. Especially to heart and soul. And she says we're aweful, when one of the cellists always shouches like he's sleeping, and one of the other cellists doesn't even bother playing. And then the boy cellists make fun of us because Violins can be kin of squeaky. All because my teacher is a cellist. I feel for you.