I'm not dead! Really! (KaySpyGirl)

Where's May? I had looked just about everywhere but here for her. "May! Where are you?" It wasn't going to help. If she was here she would've seen me. Or I would've seen her. "MAY!!!!!!!!!!!"I scream at the top of my lungs. I draw out my sword to examine it. Twirling it around in my hand, my reflection stared back at me. Did I really look like that? May would be appalled. I wasn't exactly surprised. some of the reason that was me was because of training. Part of it could be because of Sam... I comb my hair out best I can with my one hand. Might as well try and find May. Couldn't have her living another week thinking I was dead.

~Sorry to correct you again, but it's "Dead" not "Died" at least in this case. :) ~

"Does this make me the guy of your dreams?" I ask laughing. "Kay told me you thought I was dead. I smile hopefully she would know I wasn't a ghost... or a dream. "So I'm back from the dead and I don't get a hug? Come on!

I feel a twinge of shame as she mentioned Sam... I look around and see everyone looking at us. "May," I whisper. "People are looking.... Maybe we should get you into actual clothed before you make a scene."

"You can't get any better," I say pulling her in from the waist. I was a kiss up. I knew it. How else could I be dating an Aphrodite girl?

"Don't worry about it. I thought I was dead too." I feel the bracelet slide down my fore arm. My heart sank. It was Sam's bracelet... I couldn't have May thinking I wasn't paying attention to her. It just felt odd kissing her in a large crowd. I drag her behind the nearest cabin (Which happened to be the Hecate Cabin) before kissing her similar to how she kissed me.

I smile and look into his eyes then hug him again. I look at the bracelet on his arm. Sam's. I look at him with utter sympathy. I put my hand on my bracelet. Technicly I have two. One was April's. The other is mine. I use her's now because I like the dagger better. More romantic.

~Not romantic anymore. Sorry. I'm no good with love.~

~ I think I'm grateful you killed the moment. xD all of it felt synthesized.~

May knew what I was going through. But to an even greater extent. May and April were full sisters. Sam was only my half. but he was the closest thing I had to a sibling (apart from Kim). It was a nice bracelet though. "Fall seven times: Stand up eight." was engraved on the bracelet. It was a great quote. I force a smile. "Thank you." I say. I didn't want to say anymore.

"For being there for me" I follow her gaze to the what-would-become snow covered ground. "Like what?" I didn't want to do anything. It would be best if I did though. Mourning is an emotion; emotions are not based in science. If you can't quantify or prove something exist then in my mind it doesn't.

~ xD Wow~

"I don't know. There's the winter thing in camp. Or we could visit Kim. I haven't seen her sense..." I didn't trust myself to say anything. "Or we could go to the winter thingy. I don't care." I say meaning it. As long as I was with Chase I'd be happy.

~You chose!~