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| Subject: The Death of Jacob Hoffer [Open] Sat Oct 22, 2011 3:55 am | |
| " Turn away, If you could get me a drink Of water 'cause my lips are chapped and faded Call my aunt Marie Help her gather all my things And bury me in all my favorite colors, My sisters and my brothers, still, I will not kiss you, 'Cause the hardest part of this is leaving you.
Now turn away, 'Cause I'm awful just to see 'Cause all my hairs abandoned all my body, Oh, my agony, Know that I will never marry, Baby, I'm just soggy from the chemo But counting down the days to go It just ain't living And I just hope you know
That if you say (if you say) Goodbye today (Goodbye Today) I'd ask you to be true ('cause I'd ask you to be true)
'cause the hardest part of this is leaving you 'cause the hardest part of this is leaving you "
Jacob Hoffer had gone to bed feeling miserable, far earlier than he normally would have. He slept. Sleep came easily. But he never woke up. His siblings found him, dead as if sleeping, peacefully in his bed, his cat curled up around his neck. He was then moved and covered with a simple purple sheet, with a golden grape embroidered in it's centre. There were few people there as the body was lit up - Jacob had liked to keep to himself. His battle with leukaemia was over. The cowardly cells of the disease had killed him in his sleep, during day they never would have dared. Jacob was defiant, taking only mortal treatments.
Jacob's Mother would, of course, not notice a thing. Insanity would bring her blissful ignorance. She didn't know, nor did she care, that Jacob had given up his health, and, eventually, his life, just in an attempt to bring her psychological wellbeing. But Dionysus didn't budge. And his Son fell.
" Turn the light off me Take your arms from me I don't see any other way Close your eyes to me Keep my love for me when you go Don't make this to hard to say At only 16 still a beauty queen Lord I'm dying, let me leave
Goodbye, goodbye to all of this I've got this golden ship who said can save me And tomorrow feels like yesterday I cannot live this way, I'm sorry darlin'
And I need no more healing For I can't stop the bleeding So leave me with this feeling And let me have this
One more day with you One more hour for you I don't see any other way And don't you see I'm dyin' Does this explain my crying, hope I will not see another day
I'll save a place for you Mend your heart Even if you go out Don't make this too hard To say at only 16 still a beauty queen Lord I'm dying, let me leave
Goodbye, goodbye to all of this I've got this golden ship Who said can save me And tomorrow feels like yesterday I cannot feel this way, I'm sorry darling
And I need no more healing For I can't stop the bleeding So leave me with this feeling Help me find a way out A door to keep the pain out And I can't bear to stay now
At only 16 still a beauty queen Lord I'm dying, let me leave
Goodbye, goodbye to all of this I've got this golden ship Who said can save me And tomorrow feels like yesterday I cannot feel this way, I'm sorry darling
Goodbye, goodbye my love Goodbye, goodbye my love
Release your hands from me So I can leave Lastly, I would like to leave with grace Today is just too hard Too hard for me to stay "
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| Subject: Re: The Death of Jacob Hoffer [Open] Tue Oct 25, 2011 4:04 am | |
| OOC: Because I feel like I should, the two songs that I took the lyrics from are Cancer, by My Chemical Romance, and Golden Ship by Gin Wigmore. A song I also wanted to have there was dying die, by Gin Wigmore. As all three are great songs, please take the time to Google 'em and listen. If not all three, the Gin ones. But none are okay too.
As I'm quite proud of the above bit of writing, please tell me what ya think via PM or CB. Please? |
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