I sighed, "I miss him, but I don't fill as sad as I think I should" I tried to explain," I had already lost him before I was so upset. But now its more of a abanoned feeling, like he tried to leave" It never occured to me, that. His plan was that, die. No more pain. He'd never hurt anyone again, though he didn't want to die in front of Destiny or Aurora, he just wanted to die, he had been training for 9 years, he could kill a hellhound blindfolded. As the thoughts rushed me, I took a breath, then wiped the emotains away, "I'm fine" I said finnaly.