Lizzie?

Subject: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 6:20 pm

I grab a dark gray old navy tee shirt, and a pair of jeans torn at the knees. I run to the showers, and crank on the hot water all the way. Jumping in, the water hits my strong, sore shoulders, and burns, but slowly I adapt to it. Why did she have to freak like that?! I think about meeting Rita last night. When I had gotten back to my cabin I had just collapsed and felt pathetic wallowing in self pity. Today, I went on a 10 mile run one-way and back, swam all the way to the middle of the lake, and did sword work, to work off what ever it was I was feeling last night. I just stand there in the shower even when I am done, and the water starts to get a little colder. I step out and grab a blue towel from the hook with my name on it. Drying off, I wonder what to do. I pull on the jeans and tug the shirt over my head fiercly. Grabbing a bottle of Crew hair product and I walk over to the mirror and dab my fingers in the cream. I work it through out my hair, making it look sort of messy but in a way I hoped was showing that look of, 'I-know-I'm-hot-but-I'm-not-gonna-worry-'bout-my-hair'. Turning away from the mirror, I get ready for a basketball shot, and shoot the hair gel into a basket with a comb, razor, soap, and shampoo/conditioner mixed. A few minutes later, I walk around for a while trying to figure out what to do, and decide, Why not watch a sunset by the lake? I kick off my shoes and let the sand sink in between my toes, and I try to make myself happy, but it still feels like a hole in my chest with out a girl by my side. I sit down and lean my elbows on top of my knees just looking out at the water. I cover my face with my hands, and lay back, thinking, Why do the prettiest girls have to be the hardest to understand? I push the intrusive thought from my head when it pops up and tell myself that I am here to enjoy the sunset and not worry about any girls. But as soon as I tell myself that I know that the whole night I wont being able to stop thinking about Lizzie, Lillie and Rita, and trying to judge them when I didn't even know them. Which brought up another thought of how shallow I was when it came to girls, but then of course I argued with that in my head too. I kept going back and forth on the subject and so it became so unbearable that I was silently willing for some one to come and talk to me and distract me from my constant worrying and indecisiveness.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 6:25 pm

I smiled and walked up on the beach in a pretty purple sun-dress with high heels. I was waiting for Shawn. He'd convinced me to come here even though I already had a boyfriend and an ex who'd called me a slut or whore, not that I cared. I walked like I would on the catwalk my curls bouncing up and down.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 6:28 pm

I glance up and see Lizzie headed my way. Even though she wasnt the first person I would like to see, she still was someone and that would help stop the inward debate. "Hey." I say roughly and nod my head at her.

% fixed the topic name sorry about that

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 6:31 pm

I smiled, "Hey," I said. The wind blew through my hair. I smelled intoxicating. I had one hand on my hip the other just hung down.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 6:34 pm

I rub my neck and try not to look at her. She looked so good! I take a deep breath and inhale a sweet smell that completely took over my mind. "You wearing some sorta Aphrodite love perfume?" I ask her teasingly and looking at her despite my self.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 6:36 pm

I smiled my dazzling and seductive smile, "Hardly, I'm wearing something from Avril Lavigne or something, I love it though," I said. I flipped back my hair elegantly.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 6:41 pm

Damn! I think to my self. I shake my head trying to clear it. "What brings you to the beach?" I ask curiously, looking at my feet, thinking, I wont be able to resist it anymore.

%he's supposed to be seducing her right?

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 6:46 pm

Yeah xD

I look around and arch my eyebrow, "We're at the Lake sweetie," I said grinning.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 6:51 pm

Great! I totally screw up on the location, what else am I gonna say wrong? I think but play it off cooly, "I meant the beach of the lake...sorta." I say laughing. I get up and step closer to her, fighting the urge to grab her and kiss her.

%is she going to oblige?

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 6:59 pm

Nah, she's just cheated on Sam for Alex (Music and LST's charries) xD

I smiled a little, no emotion showing on my flawless face.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 7:04 pm

~Thas why I stalk the thread ^^~

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 7:06 pm

xD Blaque, if u wanna kiss Lizzie, u'd better make the topic private xD

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 7:08 pm

~BUT THAT ATTRACTS MORE CRAZY TOPIC STALKERS~

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 7:14 pm

% yeah it does. um i dont really feel like doing this cause then my charries butts gonna get kicked by her bf...

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 7:26 pm

Just post XD

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Tue Aug 24, 2010 10:04 pm

% grr. xD ok...what ever. he might commit suicide any way. i wanna make a new charrie thats why haha

I look into her eyes, and take a step closer now. I know I was tresspassing and I could get chewed out by her boyfriend for the freakishly impulsive thing I was about to do, but who cared. I took a long stride to cover the space between us, and had my arms around her and my lips on hers before I could have second thoughts about it.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Wed Aug 25, 2010 5:40 am

Ours lips met. God he was a good kisser! Then I remembered Alex. Quickly I pushed Shawn. I jumped up trying to break his jaw with my foot.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Wed Aug 25, 2010 9:13 am

I get pusehed away, but what had I expected? For her to kiss me back? No. I rub my jaw, which had a throbbing pain in it now. I look at her, trying to be mad, but breathlessly lost in her beauty. "Sorry." I growl.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Wed Aug 25, 2010 10:28 am

I smiled, I looked beautiful on battle. I looked like a fallen angel.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Wed Aug 25, 2010 9:00 pm

I sigh in frustration, "If you wont let me have you, dont taunt me with your beauty." I say biting my lip.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Wed Aug 25, 2010 9:02 pm

I looked at him, "Like I can help it that I look gorgeous!" I said.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Wed Aug 25, 2010 9:33 pm

I grab her up in my arms again, "Then let me have you!"

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Wed Aug 25, 2010 9:37 pm

I looked at him, he was beautiful. "I-" I stared and then found myself kissing him again.

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Wed Aug 25, 2010 9:48 pm

I pulled her closer and smeller her sweet smell, kissing her and tasting her mouth. My hands were wrapped around her back and discovering new places to rest.

% and just ta let ya know, Avril Lavringe is a musician and singer, not a perfume haha. xD

Subject: Re: Lizzie? Wed Aug 25, 2010 10:01 pm

I no, she has a kind of perfume, my GF has it XD

I broke away. Sam had been right. I was a slut, "Look, I-I can't," I started to say.

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