this is a little late but yOLO /shot 8000 times
you're going to get it, colby, I honestly believe you will. I don't know anyone who deserves it more than you do because you don't ask for much from anybody at all, so you sure as hell better get this. you're beautiful, funny, you have a great smile and a great laugh, and I honestly love your art, it's fabulous (AND YOUR DIGITAL ART IS REALLY SMOOTH!!!!!!! WITH A MOUSEPAD, HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE????? I CAN'T GET OVER IT!!!!!!!)
if you compare yourself to other people and beat yourself up about how you're not the best, you're going to have a crappy time with everything you do. you are going to live an awesome life, I know it, you'll get a job that you love, find a guy who you'll love and who will love you back, you'll have things to smile about. you'll get whatever you want, I genuinely believe you will because you're amazing and hardworking and kind and just a fantastic person in general.