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sapphire Sardonic Twin
Posts : 3003 Join date : 2011-12-17 Age : 29 Location : neither here nor there
| Subject: can i just Thu Feb 07, 2013 7:26 am | |
| I don't exactly know why, but it takes very little to set me off these days. Schoolwork keeps piling up by the minute (which makes me wonder what am I still doing here when I should be facing my books); people are getting on my nerves all the time (and most probably, me on theirs too); I'm scared because of something my dad just said in the other room (something about not being sure if he could live long enough for my graduation - and because that's a rough English translation of what he said, I really hope I misheard/misunderstood it); and here I am putting off the more important things to do and typing out this post (oh and I'll have my last set of midterms tomorrow - oh joy).
CHB used to be a safe haven for me - an escape from reality, if you will. At first, it was a place where I could write, but slowly it turned into somewhere I could hang out with friends who are on the other sides of the world. Somewhere I could just have fun and think nothing of it. Lately though, it doesn't feel like it anymore. Every time I open a tab for CHB, I remember all the things I should be doing - both offline and online. Schoolwork is obviously one of them, but there's more. Like the rps I left hanging. Character mod/cabin leader duties. And my friends... I don't talk to them as much as I used to, and I miss them. I also miss the carefree c-box times, PM moments, hearing about what's going on in each other's lives... These things - they made me guilty but now, they're starting to drive me crazy.
I'm sorry that you have to wait a little longer if I marked your character as pending. Sorry if I kept you waiting in rps or if I ditched them. Sorry for not talking to you more, for not making it feel like we're friends. And I'm sorry that I have to make you wait longer, because I'm going to take a break until the end of March. Yeah... there's just too much going on both on the internet and off that sometimes, I'm afraid that I'll just explode.
Wow this just turned from a rant into a not-properly-thought-out 'away' thread, didn't it? Well, I guess I wanted a way to get these off my chest, hoping that announcing a hiatus would give me more reason to get off CHB and dedicate my time to what I am supposed to be doing.
Anyway, to cut the long story short, I'm not going to be around the next few weeks because of mostly stress. See you around soon...ish.
~Saph
PS: And since this is also some kind of a rant thread, let me add one last thing. Paramore will be having a concert in my country on the 15th and I CAN'T GO BECAUSE IT'S MILES AWAY AND MY PARENTS DON'T SPEND MONEY ON THINGS LIKE CONCERT TICKETS /SOB | |
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Crispy Bacon THE YODELMEISTER'S APPRENTICE
Posts : 1616 Join date : 2011-07-22 Age : 27 Location : 1800 got junk
| Subject: Re: can i just Thu Feb 07, 2013 7:45 am | |
| ACK SAPH, TAKE YOUR TIME WE UNDERSTAND. Also, don't forget to wind down and relax sometime IRL too. Maybe get some nice candles or get a manicure or EXPENSIVE BUT DERICIOUS FOOD? Also have some bubble tea or something, bubble tea is fun. TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF ACK. | |
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welshy out of town girl
Posts : 3630 Join date : 2011-11-22 Age : 26 Location : burning in the underworld
| Subject: Re: can i just Thu Feb 07, 2013 10:24 am | |
| Saph. Saph Saph saph saph saph. Pesh bro. Chill. I'm sorry for all the times I ditch our roleplays, and omg I promise that won't you get everything sorted we can have a proper one. But don't worry about being on here. And we still love you. just relax me. We'll be here - or someone near here, but it's hard to escape - when you get back. I love you Peshie baby <3 | |
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lara croft Vampire Slayer
Posts : 2291 Join date : 2012-06-06 Age : 26 Location : ireland
| Subject: Re: can i just Thu Feb 07, 2013 12:31 pm | |
| Saph hon /cuddles Sweetie, I don't talk to my penpal for weeks on end [Actually, we haven't spoken since before last summer oops] but as soon as we speak once, we're like sisters again. Speaking for myself, you'll be my friend whether you're on all the time or not. And don't worry about our RP's. Sometimes RL is much, much more important than posts, and I understand totally. Relax, rewind, Chillax, all that stuff. I recommend reading and or listenning to your fave music when you want to just sit and relax. You'll still be my friend when you come back. - V <3 | |
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Nico Chatbox Ruler
Posts : 5539 Join date : 2010-12-04 Age : 25 Location : your mom's house
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Beanie If you can't have Scott McCall, why bother?
Posts : 2101 Join date : 2011-06-12 Age : 24 Location : eternally stuck in Hades
| Subject: Re: can i just Sat Feb 09, 2013 6:51 am | |
| HUGS. WE CAN WAIT FOR YOU | |
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kenzie Buttface
Posts : 1813 Join date : 2011-12-01 Age : 25 Location : ontario
| Subject: Re: can i just Sat Feb 09, 2013 11:20 am | |
| Saph take your time bby <5 | |
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summer Devils' Advocate
Posts : 1351 Join date : 2011-10-08 Age : 18 Location : Alagaësia
| Subject: Re: can i just Fri Mar 01, 2013 10:10 am | |
| Will you just come back already D: I'll be waiting at the usual spot.
Y'know, that 4th Dimension somewhere. Faithfully.
Till you return, yo. ~Twin
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Zan Mega Asshole Duo
Posts : 10035 Join date : 2010-05-04 Age : 27 Location : butthole PA
| Subject: Re: can i just Fri Mar 01, 2013 8:32 pm | |
| we understand. take ur time
real life gets in da way sometimes its ok | |
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sapphire Sardonic Twin
Posts : 3003 Join date : 2011-12-17 Age : 29 Location : neither here nor there
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 9:47 am | |
| Hey, guys. Just thought I'd check up on CHB :)
Words aren't enough to express my gratitude but all the same, thank you so so much for your replies. Love ya all <3 /showers with love and candy and glomps each and every one of you
I'm still on a break until maybe March 20 (tentative date of our finals) and then it's party time yay
Again, THANK YOU SO MUCH /tears up ;v;
PS: oh btw, that Paramore concert I was talking about? I ended up going after all lol. My parents surprised me with plane tickets and concert tickets so YES I'M A HAPPY SAPPHIRE and omg hearing them perform live okay I can die happy now yay | |
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summer Devils' Advocate
Posts : 1351 Join date : 2011-10-08 Age : 18 Location : Alagaësia
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 10:24 am | |
| PFFT. If you don't come back on time, I'm flying to the Philippines. | |
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sapphire Sardonic Twin
Posts : 3003 Join date : 2011-12-17 Age : 29 Location : neither here nor there
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 10:50 am | |
| lol okay I'll give you a tour then :3 | |
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lara croft Vampire Slayer
Posts : 2291 Join date : 2012-06-06 Age : 26 Location : ireland
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 11:33 am | |
| Saph /shock Hey stranger. How u been doing? | |
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sapphire Sardonic Twin
Posts : 3003 Join date : 2011-12-17 Age : 29 Location : neither here nor there
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 11:35 am | |
| Ah fellow stranger, I'm doing rather well. Thank you for asking. And you? | |
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lara croft Vampire Slayer
Posts : 2291 Join date : 2012-06-06 Age : 26 Location : ireland
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 11:38 am | |
| Five by five ;) Was the concert really amazin? | |
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sapphire Sardonic Twin
Posts : 3003 Join date : 2011-12-17 Age : 29 Location : neither here nor there
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 11:48 am | |
| xD And now for the proper greeting. VINAAAAAAAAAAAA /tacklehugs YES, YES IT WAS. Fricking epic man. I still can't fathom how Hayley can sing that amazingly for two hours while running around the stage and headbanging (and twice - if I recall correctly - even lying down on the stage while still belting out those notes) and gaaaah. AND THAT PRESSURE FLIP. They have this music video where at one point, one of their guitarists kinda jumps, flips over and rolls off the other's back as they play and holy crap it was so awesome to watch Jeremy and Taylor do it live on that stage ardtvbeuvfnrofmlrg I'm gonna stop now. | |
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lara croft Vampire Slayer
Posts : 2291 Join date : 2012-06-06 Age : 26 Location : ireland
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 11:54 am | |
| Yes, proper greeting is good. I was in shock for a moment.
SAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAPH /istackledhugs
It.sounds awesome :D I haven't been to a concert before. OOOOOOH LINK /clicks
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sapphire Sardonic Twin
Posts : 3003 Join date : 2011-12-17 Age : 29 Location : neither here nor there
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 11:57 am | |
| It's a great experience! When your favorite artist/band goes to your place, don't miss out on the opportunity if you can. :)
YES LINK 8D | |
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lara croft Vampire Slayer
Posts : 2291 Join date : 2012-06-06 Age : 26 Location : ireland
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 12:00 pm | |
| It sounds like you enjoyed the experience ;D Links are good | |
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sapphire Sardonic Twin
Posts : 3003 Join date : 2011-12-17 Age : 29 Location : neither here nor there
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 12:09 pm | |
| I think enjoy is an understatement xD Yes they are I see you have a change of sig. Nice :3 | |
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lara croft Vampire Slayer
Posts : 2291 Join date : 2012-06-06 Age : 26 Location : ireland
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 12:12 pm | |
| Enjoy seems only kind of descriptive xD Aren't they just I got bored and messed around with a code I had xD I did have a LIGHT pic but it depressed me rofl | |
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Nico Chatbox Ruler
Posts : 5539 Join date : 2010-12-04 Age : 25 Location : your mom's house
| Subject: Re: can i just Mon Mar 04, 2013 5:05 pm | |
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sapphire Sardonic Twin
Posts : 3003 Join date : 2011-12-17 Age : 29 Location : neither here nor there
| Subject: Re: can i just Tue Mar 05, 2013 7:13 am | |
| /cleans up
Nico dear, don't explode again. It's quite messy. | |
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