Nico
Chatbox Ruler
Posts : 5539
Join date : 2010-12-04
Age : 25
Location : your mom's house
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| This is a place I'm going to put things I know I can't put anywhere else. It's things that I know are wrong, that I know aren't normal, that I know shouldn't happen, yet I can't really tell anyone. I'm not looking for lectures, believe me, I know what's wrong. I want to get these things off my chest so that I don't try them again, or do them again, or worry about them anymore. So, here goes stuff. (also, don't feel like you have to read them, I just want a permanent record for these mistakes.)
- confession one:
yesterday i looked in the mirror and started crying. i'm gaining weight. not that much, not too much, but i'm definitely not thin anymore, and it made me start crying. i am embarrassed. i don't want to be one of "those girls."
- confession two:
today i made myself throw up. this is not something i've ever tried. i don't want to try it again, it was awful, but i did feel skinnier. i'm still getting over how much it stung.
- confession three:
I want to be done. Yup, I'm admitting it. After today, the day I've had? I just want to be done. I know I can't be, but man, I feel done.
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Zan
Mega Asshole Duo
Posts : 10035
Join date : 2010-05-04
Age : 27
Location : butthole PA
| | Subject: Re: my confessions [might add on] Sat Dec 01, 2012 11:58 pm | |
| Nico, you listen to me.
You are beautiful. If you gained three hundred pounds, you'd still be beautiful. Please, please, please, please don't give in to that feeling that you need to make yourself throw up to be skinny. You are so beautiful and perfect just the way you are, okay. You're so critical of yourself but I can't see why. You're the prettiest girly I know. D:
I love you, okay.
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welshy
out of town girl
Posts : 3630
Join date : 2011-11-22
Age : 26
Location : burning in the underworld
| | Subject: Re: my confessions [might add on] Sun Dec 02, 2012 2:41 am | |
| amen Zan. Nico, it doesn't matter if you gain a little weight, because it'll all even out when you grow again. And don't make yourself ill over pointless paranoia. You are beautiful, okay? Being curvey is much more attractive then skinny, trust me. I love you, okay baby. Seriously, don't hurt yourself and force yourself to be sick over something like that. You are beautiful. Booootiful :D and I love you :3 | |
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Alexia
Posts : 1124
Join date : 2010-04-09
| | Subject: Re: my confessions [might add on] Sun Dec 02, 2012 6:37 pm | |
| Nico, we all love you so much, and we all want what is best for you. Thank you for being honest and speaking up to us, it shows that you don't want it to stay like this.
I could go on and on about how you are wonderful and shouldn't be that way, nut I don't think it will help. I just want you to know that every person here is going to be there with you.
Love you to the moon and back. | |
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cher
Experienced Poster
Posts : 2315
Join date : 2011-09-19
Age : 24
Location : I have no idea. I just woke up here, dude.
| | Subject: Re: my confessions [might add on] Sun Dec 02, 2012 7:31 pm | |
| Making you throw up may not seem like a big thing at first, but if you keep on doing it, then it'll become your life. You'll be obsessed with the idea of being skinnier and skinnier until you can't even swallow your own food. You're beautiful the way you are, Nico. I'm not just saying this. I mean it. You're really pretty and weight loss should only be for health reasons.
You're healthy as you are, and we love you the way you are. You don't need to change yourself to look pretty. <3
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