I'm ashamed to be related to my father. He's a disgusting beast, he ruined my family forever. He just kicked my dog. Honestly I'm tempted to just take my moms depression pills to see what happens. I hate my life so much, It's messed up. I'm on an ADHD medicatino for ODD. it's supposed to help with my anger. i wonder what would happen if I took too much. i hate my life. I hate my life. I hate my life.
I tried cutting in school today with a twisted up paper clip it didn't work.
I'm crying I HATE MY LIFE I HATE MY DAD I HATE MYSELF I HATE EVERYTHING