Ok, this isn't the first time I had a crush, but it's puberty time for me, so it kind of got worse.
I don't want anyone to post. It's just, I can't handle the embarrassment if someone posted. I don't want anyone saying 'oooohhhhh, you have a crush!' or 'Oh, it's ok." It's not like I don't want to be a jerk, it's just, it's too embarrassing. Since I'm on the puberty stage, my feelings just got higher up. I'm in this new school, but the school year started like months ago, but I had never been in this school before, and there's this guy named..... A, let's call him A. It's the first letter of his name. A is like, the best guy in the world. He's like the guy of my dreams to me. He's smart, funny, nice, athletic, tall, handsome, can sing a play guitar, a little childish, yeah, like that. It started out like we were just aquaintances, friends, then after a few months, my feelings for him got higher and higher until it rose to the surface. I started to shy away from him, I smile like an idiot when I see him or hear him sing, and all the other crush stuff like that. I'm not taking this seriously, it's just, I wanted to get this out, it's tearing my gut out. Thanks for reading and not posting. Ok, now that I think about it, I hope you post. Just not the "oooooohhhhh, Pinky's got a crush" or something like that. Thanks.
Subject: Boy Problems 
Thu Nov 08, 2012 7:49 am
