Disregard This

I haven't made any friends since I've been in Hawaii. I'm all alone in my room all day, or out with my parents. You people on the internet are all I have right now.

My grandfather passed away last night. (Or this morning in Texas.)

I don't think my parents care about me. They're always yelling at me. All. The. Time. I receive insults. How I'm good for nothing, or I don't do anything. There's worse things that I would love to tell people, but those insults have curse words.

I break down a lot more often than I used to, even when I was first diagnosed with depression last summer/fall. I do believe I'm not getting any better. I thought I was, but I was just having a good period in my life, and it all came crashing down. Especially last night when my dad told me what happened to my grandfather.

Everyone leaving the site is making me sad.