My absense has had nothing to do with me needing to take a break from things. I mean, at first it was, but over the weekend I met a guy at basketball. I play in a co-ed rec league and ninth grade is the last grade youget to be in to play there. So there was this big thing, ninth graders v. Coaches. This guy, Jake, ended up sitting next to me on the bench, along with a bunch of other obnoxious guys i know. This guy, Jake, was obnoxious, loud, silly, random, and my friend told me later I flirted right back. We exchanged numbers and now passing him in the hall is an even bigger deal. I really like this guy, and i think he likes me....
I love you guys, you're my second family! I hate that this guy is coming between me and you guys, but it's the truth. I've never texted a guy as frequently as I do with this guy. I think about him and i get the largest fit of butterflies. I hate to get all sappy romantic but im serious about this. He's just different.
The Musical at my school is on the 30th and that just makes things worse. Ill try to get on more by then. I miss you all terribly, i just haven't found the time to come on and I think this guy is the reason...
I'm sorry. Forgive me?
Subject: Forgive me? 
Wed Mar 14, 2012 5:44 pm
