out of town girl
Posts : 3627
Join date : 2011-11-22
Age : 18
Location : burning in the underworld
|Subject: Temper issues Sat Jan 21, 2012 6:55 am|| |
Basically, I am not the easiest person to calm down once I lose my temper. I end up punching people sometimes, never my friends but people that have picked on my friends. That's what I hate most of all; bullying. So, If I lose my anger and end up breaking one of the bimbo's that have had a go at my mates, it's all good.
So, it's been about a month since I have completely lost my temper and if I am completely honest with you, it's this website that helps calm me down. I do not know why. A month since I have hit someone, punched myself or broken something of mine. Yeah, I was proud.
But I'm also quite....lazy. I mean, Im thirteen! Who isn't lazy at my age?! I don't get out of bed until mid-day and when I do, all I do is sit on my sofa downstairs, taking my anger out on losers that think MW3 is better than having a girlfriend. This includes my best mate, but I love him anyway. So, since I love to write, I was too lazy to keep going to this crap writers club that my mum forced me into. I mean, it didn't even help improve my writing! Doesn't help also that it starts at 9AM once a month, for about five hours. On my Saturday aswell. If I wanted to do work on a weekend, I would go to Sunday school or do my homework! But Im too lazy to do that either. So when I log onto Facebook at ten this morning off my pohone, lying in bed and ,aking no attempt to get up, I see the worst thing on my wall....EVER!
THIS GUY! MY PLAY-BY FOR CHRIS WHO IS THE SEXY WELSH GOD GERRAN HOWELL! IS THERE! HE IS AT THE PLACE THAT I BLEW OFF FOR MY OWN LAZY NEEDS! AND HE IS CHATTING TO MY BEST MATE!
Wanna know what I did? Huh? Do you, do ya? I got out of my stupid bed, grabbed the first thing that came into my hand and threw it full force against my wall. It felt pretty good as well. I mean, I had just missed the opportunity to meet and FLIRT with Gerran Howell! The guy that I used to have as my lock screen on my phone for about, three weeks! I just ended with my BF as well so it would've been all good flirting my arse off with him. And I have been told that Im a good flirter. So, when I finally looked to see what I had thrown, I felt good that I had got my anger out there.
I think Im gunna break down and cry again. I mean, LOOK AT HIM! I MISSED MEETING THAT PIECE OF SEXY.
God, here come the tears.