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Join date : 2011-09-19
Age : 16
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|Subject: I have no idea what to title this as. So whatever you guys feel like the title should be, make it that. Tue Jan 17, 2012 6:35 pm|| |
So, I looked back at all the things that I've done these past few months I've been on this site. And to be honest, I've been a total bish. I've 'yelled' at people to post, I've annoyed the hell outta a ton of people, and I get why some of you guys don't really like me. Nor would you guys care. If any of you guys made it far enough to this paragraph, I thank you for caring and taking your time to read this.
I remember that day, after school, when I found this site. Many of you guys greeted me excitedly. Crispy, Pip, Skye, Sam, Max, and Bly, you guys have been my friends here from the start and I thank you guys for that. Now before you guys label me as some 'overly-dramatic eleven year old that just wants more attention', lemme clarify things with you, I'm not trying to gain attention, I'm not trying to make the whole world 'miserable' with my ranting. (As I have done in the past.)
I would love to write a 4000 word PM to every member that I have upset and tell them I'm sorry, but that's not the way life is. Life is crappy, everyone here knows that.
The point of this is, that I've been a compulsive bish most of my time on this site. I've been complaining about life, and I've been 'expressing my own opinion' which sparked a chain of fights. I'm sorry for that, and any Mod\Admin reading this can ban me for that.
Most of all, I'm sorry for my actions. I'm sorry that I've been bossy, picky, and I've been making most of the other members here think that everyone under the age of 12 is... annoying. I'm especially sorry about the argument that I had yesterday with Kendall. I didn't mean to upset you as much as you think I was. I take responsibility for my actions. Most of all, I'm sorry Ghost\Andy. I've been using you as a punching bag, I've been bombarding you with all my problems.
I also feel like I've been bishy and I haven't been exactly nice to others. I know my posts aren't exactly great, and I'm not that great of a writer. I'm sorry for those who I kinda forced into posting. I'm deeply sorry and I hope you guys forgive me. (Especially Essie, Brenny, and Kendall.)
I'm also sorry for not posting. People like Dave, Carys, and Essie have been waiting forever for my posts, and I know I really should be posting, but I'm trying. I seriously am.
Last but not least; sorry to those who I have disrespected, annoyed, 'yelled' at, Etc. and I hope you forgive me.