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Do you want to learn who I really am?
I am willing to test myself
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I do not want to face this challenge
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PostSubject: I'm not sure what to call this   Tue Jan 17, 2012 1:18 am

Many of you don't know me, i'm sure you may have seen me on at one time or another, or if this is our first meeting of words, Hello to you.

To continue,

For about the past year I have been struggling with a very important issue pertaining to my life here at Camp Half Blood. I think I started having these feelings about the time Zan came out and said, "I'm not what you think I am."

That started me upon my reflection. Since there is no cut away pysilophical** message to this, here it is.

I am not what you think I am.

Now you may think you have an idea of what I mean, but I highly doubt it, i'm talking on the level where my entire identity known to you will be altered by revealing to you this secret. As my life carries on, I wonder what would be different between all of this, as I used to be what I was, but now I am different. I thought, if I can do what I am doing at this very moment, then i'm very good at doing what I shouldn't be doing.

I recently made a post about acceptance. And with that, you can't be sure of you're own test of character until you've faced a challenge you need to face.

So before I start making even less sense here's what i'm going to do. I have exams this week, so answer the pole above. When I return Friday, or sooner depending on the frequency of my PM box, anyways, come Friday I am going to look at the result. Based on the result, is the basis of wether you learn one of the most earth shattering truths about me. Please, leave a response with what you think.

So, are you willing to test yourself to the ultimate truth of someone you thought you knew?

"Can that really happen?" asked Crazy Tom
"Of course it can.. it just did." responded Bean.
Silence overtook the group, one by one as it all dawned on them,
"You mean it's over?" Petra asked, "Every last one of them is dead?"

~Me
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PostSubject: Re: I'm not sure what to call this   Fri Jan 20, 2012 3:22 pm

So here it is, i've been thinking about this for most of the week and arrived at a conclusion.

You're going to have one of two reactions, the closer you knew me, the more effect this will have on you. If you just want the same old me I advise not reading the rest of this..

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..I'm sorry it was like this...
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PostSubject: Re: I'm not sure what to call this   Fri Jan 20, 2012 11:29 pm

I'm still going to be calling you Katie, just out of habit.

Anyway,

I think it's amazing that you told us all the truth. That's hard to do after so long. And just because a few things about you are different doesn't mean that you're not the same. Your personality, the things that made all of the friends you have on here are the same. It's hard to tell the truth and scary too. But know that I'm sure people won't hate you for this. I know we've had our differences in the past, but I personally see those all as just that, the past. I was rude to you, and I'm still very sorry about that. However, whether or not we are considered friends, I think this is amazing what you've admitted to us here. And I admire you for being able to do it.

No one hates you because of this, I hope that you'll believe that.


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PostSubject: Re: I'm not sure what to call this   Fri Jan 20, 2012 11:32 pm

I don't think people will hugely hate me *anymore*, maybe a sprig of resentment here or there, some extreme shock is possible as well.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm not sure what to call this   Sat Jan 21, 2012 1:41 am

Ohmy, Katie's a guy. Although I'm now in a state of shock, you're still you. All this time you've been fooling us into thinking your female... For 2 years! That's like 1/7 of my whole life. I've known you all this time and I wouldn't have guessed in a million years. xD For some reason, I can't stop laughing! All this time...

But really, you're still be one of my best friends on CHB. <3 Your such a great person, I don't think anyone could hate you if you told 'em you were a murderer. It must take a lot of guts to admit your male after 2 years, and I have to admire you for that. c:
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PostSubject: Re: I'm not sure what to call this   Sat Jan 21, 2012 2:11 am

Technically, Katie(Habit) wasn't completely male.

But hey, now there's no worries about offending my best forum friend anymore if a joke involving kitchens slips out :P
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PostSubject: Re: I'm not sure what to call this   Sat Jan 21, 2012 11:47 am

It was a half and half sort of deal, I still feel connected to lot's of people, but now it's like they're going to second guess everything I do. However after some of these responses I maay start second guessing myself.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm not sure what to call this   Sat Jan 21, 2012 4:29 pm

Theres a disease for that.

Its called a Multiple Personality Disorder, all Roleplayer's get it at some point in their life from playing so many characters :P
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PostSubject: Re: I'm not sure what to call this   Sun Feb 19, 2012 7:48 pm

Okay. So I know I'm admin and I'm not supposed to say these things but my first thought was, "Holy sh*t."

I totally respect you for basing a character off of your friend. Um, heck freaking yes. :p I still love you. I don't care if you're a guy, girl, or a Lady Gaga. I just have one question.. was it hard to pretend to be a girl? xD Stupid question. I'm still call you Katie, though. xD I do like the privacy of the internet.

I must go do the dishes. Crap.

The whole time I was reading your confession, I was smiling. Because you had mentioned me and I'm so arrogant I was all, "I inspired him to do this." Seriously, I'm terribly arrogant.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm not sure what to call this   Mon Feb 20, 2012 1:18 am

Was it hard? No not really, after the first few months of worrying about being called out it became my way of life, as creepy as that sounds. }:3

With my case of teenage depression came my drifting awayness of myself to the internet, I never really came back after I went to camp, so you really saw less of myself and more of Katie then. It's so hard to determine us, IMO, unless you watch how we type out plot idea's.
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PostSubject: Re: I'm not sure what to call this   Mon Feb 20, 2012 1:40 am

I feel weird. My reaction was so strange to this.

*Reading article-type-uplifting-truth.*
HOLY CRAP I HAVE ONE MORE FRIEND THAN I THOUGHT I DID.


xD I'm glad you told us. I really do miss your activity. ): YOU CAN NOT GO AWAY. In fact, I hope you and Katie come on and make loads of characters and frolic around in the CHB fields forever. And ever.

And I'll probably never adjust, but, you know, hopefully someday I'll get used to the fact that Katie is a guy. xD
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PostSubject: Re: I'm not sure what to call this   Mon Feb 20, 2012 11:45 am

Will I ever truly comeback? I doubt it. I spent so much time climbing the ranks the first time I don't know if I have the energy to do it the second, and that's even assuming you all forgive me for my incredible arrogance and start me back at Ground 0. Which in itself is a challenge.

Rather, I've more or less shifted my interests. I'm starting the Hunger Games back up with Gazimu, if that flops then maybe I'll change my interests again. Currently I'm stuck between THG, Minecraft, and my desire to get stellar grades so I can get a new laptop for college.

If I do ever truly get my obsession back for PJ&O, I might come back here, I may look for a smaller community, as some of you know my roots lead back to a very small community from the Z8 InvisionFree boards. I mean that in total was probably about 10-15 people.

So will I ever truly come back? Who's to say. I certainly would have a new character frontrunner. It's time Katie Firebird has retired anyways. I can't say what the real Katie will do anyways, I have very limited ways of contacting her. Maybe she'll pop up here or there, maybe not.

I go wherever the winding roads lead me.
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