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|Subject: Friends Who Split(PLEASE READ. IS ABOUT CHB.) Tue Dec 06, 2011 6:01 pm|| |
Hey guys, it's Nico. I'm sure we all remember the big dramatic event that happened a little while ago. If you don't remember what I'm talking about, you may stop readin now, because this doesn't really apply to you.
Now, I'm not trying to make the sad event become fresh in everyone's mind. In fact, that's the exact opposite of what I'm trying to do. I miss the friends I had before we all divided and chose sides. I don't want to judge anyone for the sides they chose then anymore. I know tensions from the event are dying down now, but I'm honestly going to say I don't think things will ever be the same with some of my old friends unless I say this. I miss you gus, so please please please read on.
I'm sorry I made some of you unhappy. It wasn't personal, in the slightest, and I can honestly say this because everyone who believed in the other side was my friend. Now though, I've noticed I don't really talk to the people who chose the other side. I've been thinking about this all day, and it's just making me sad. They used to rock. They used to make me laugh. I used to be friends with everyone on CHB, as I should be, but I know that isn't true anymore. We've changed. Not just me, but you guys too. As much as I hate to say this, the sad event had made all of us who suffered through it different--new--people. In some ways, it's made us stronger, but mostly, it just torn me away from several of my friends.
Now I wish to name the names of people I've been thinking of as I wrote this apology/plead:
-Katie. (I don't know if you're reading this, but please. I miss you. Understand that even though it's been forever, I still consider you my friend.)
-Kendal. (I change from calling you K-Bear to Kendal! Please take me back as your friend. I don't know if you're reading this or not, but I miss you as well.)
-Ninja. (I still see you, but I feel as if a glass wall has been put up between us. I'm sorry.)
-Sleepy. (Yes, you Sleepy. You did nothing wrong. Still, I miss being tight with you!)
-Rhyme. (Same as Sleepy! I shouldn't have let us drift so far apart.)
-Gazimu. (I'm used to us not talking, but that's only because of how long it took for me to decide I should write this. Take me back as your friend? I did horrible things, while you were sticking up for a friend. I know our fight was very strong, and I know we used to hate each other, but PLEASE. Gaz, I miss you. Yo have to understand that! Please please please be my friend again!)
-Max. (Oh Maxx!!! MY DEAR, SWEET MAXX!!! I feel as if our disagreement has rendered us both strangers. I like beig your friend, not your stranger!!! See, I want to joke around with you. Not argue. Friends?(: )
-Jess. (We've had more fights than just the event, but who cares? You're my friend, and I'm willing to forget about all of those fights. I just hope you are.)
-Anyone who feels we aren't close, but should be again. (I've had a fight with you. We were oponents in a huge fight. But I still want to be your friend. Just ecause I wasn't my thinking of you while I wrote this doesn't mean I didn't mean every word at differently if it applies to you.)
Now, like little kids would say, if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it at all. I wrote this because I believed it was true. Please prove that I was right.
<5 Nico_di_Angelo (Yes, that is a 5!)