My mind feels so heavy with every secret I withhold, every emotion I hold back, every person I ever met and their names and learning so much about them through few conversations or even just by a glance in the middle of whatever class I am in.... My mind works in ways I cannot understand. I study people so seriously that my head hurts and it turns my views into twisted things I cannot imagine saying, even to such trustworthy people on CHB such as whoever is reading this. This site is my savior because I cannot try and judge anyone without ever meeting them, and only talking over this makes m mind feel at ease so thank you to all who read this and to all on CHB.
You all make my mind a easier thing to deal with so I can try and create wonderful memories between us all in our rp's whenever I can.
And yes I know I do not speak in the chatbox but that is because no matter how much I talk anywhere I feel a twinge of shyness and then and if I show up on there everyone is in mid-conversation I hate intruding on anything so I just cant seem to find words to say... unless the occasional hello to whomever see I'm there.
everyone on CHB and Camp Jupiter are the
's of that is my undying imagination and happiness for knowing such awesome people!