Loneliness is killing me! (Moon)

"Kylee!" I shout. "Kylee!" I repeat. It felt like it had been ages since I had seen her. Our last date didn't go to well... I begin pacing the porch of the cabin. I really needed to talk to her. Loneliness was overcoming me. Where was she? Maybe she was down at the stables. I sit down twirling my dagger in my hands, thinking.

I hop up and turn around. I run up and give her a hug. "It's been forever since I've seen you. How are you?" I wished I had more to say. It had been to long. Everything I had even thought for the past month or two wanted to pour out at once. I didn't realize how lonely I really was until this moment.

"Kylee, are you OK?" I ask. "What's wrong? Are you hurt?" I knew my girlfriend well enough to know when something was wrong. I suddenly forget my defensiveness to focus in on what she wanted to tell me. "What is it that you wanted to tell me? You know you can say anything around me."

"Kylee, you're worrying me. What is it?" My heart I was sure she could hear. Images of horrors flashed across my mind. I start thinking of what could make Kylee like this?

I'm shocked for a moment, then I begin to smile. It was a pretty impressive joke. I hear a simple pad on the floor and know, it's not a joke. I stare at the tear droplet on the floor. I'm to upset to reply in anger, to angry to reply in fear, and to afraid to reply hurt, so I remain emotionless."Kylee." I wanted to scream and cry. "Kylee, I... I..." I stand up and look at her. I can imagine that she's upset, so I'm sorry for her, I'm furious that she betrayed me. These mixed feelings were new. I usually have the emotional rage of a teaspoon.

"I might deserve better, but I don't want better." I force a smile."I'll make this work, even if it means changing who I am. I'll admire you from a distance if I have to," I say... I hate serious conversations. "I just want to know one thing... was he decent enough to buy a nice ring?" I ask teasingly. I wanted to be mad, but there was no way in the name of Zeus I could.

"Wow, your boyfriend, sorry, Fiance, is s broke he had to give you a hand-me-down? Come on! You're better then that!" I laugh. "Let's get something to drink. On me." I extend my hand to help her up. I can't help but smile and feel a bit jealous. Aiden had struck gold. Even crying she was beautiful.

~Moon, the way you're thinking is sick, twisted, and wrong. Just one more reason you're like me. xD I'll make the topic.~
"I''m gonna go see if Eli has any sodas to borrow. I'll be at the dinning hall in just a second." I smile at her yet again. I raise her head and make sure we make eye contact. "Thank you for telling me. It would've been easier to keep secret, and leave us both in a lie."