Sometimes even a good bottel of wine can't heal you. {Privite}

I stepped into the forset, I had finally gotten used to not walking on my hands, I had let my hair grow out just a little longer. Even though my senses were still super sharp, I was starting to become alittle less Wolfish. But it's going to take awhile for that to really change. I was pretty sure I smelt a faint trace of Wine, along with many other scents but the wine was the strongest. I looked around serching for the souce, sure I might find it around, But in this atempt I spun around in a circle looking rauther foolish.

I sat high up in a tree, grumbling angrily to myself. 'I knew it wasn't worth it...I knew one of us would get hurt..' I thought in bitter disdain. I tightened my grip on my bottle, taking a large gulp of tge crimson liquid. My eyes, shining like an aurora in the night, flickered around in boredom. My feet swung below me in a rhythmic motion when one of my shoes fell off of my foot and to the ground. The black converse landed with a dull thud. The shoe looked worn and used and was covered in colorful strips of duct tape. "Great..." I mumbled. I snapped my fingers and a vine slithered out of the bushes, grasping the shoe firmly as it rose into the air like a charmed snake. I snatched the shoe from the plant, motioning it back to its home in the brush and foliage. I grumbled incoherently and quietly to myself as I slipped the she back onto my foot. As I did so, my bottle f wine fell off of its precarious perch on the branch beside me and landed on the ground with a loud crash and a shatter of glass. I cursed loudly, staring down at the mess.

I heard a crash and almost lost my blance. I walked through the woods, when I heard alittle my scrambling, around, I smelt the smell get much stronger, and emarged not making any noise I seen a familar figure standing there, I laughed to myself and willed myself to shadowtavel so I was right behind her, it worked and I stood there, a smug look on my face, "Now, Milks nothing to cry over, but spelt wine... I feel tears" I said jokingly

I practically jumped out of my skin, propelling myself forward as I quickly spun around on my heels. "LIKOS!" I screamed, punching in the arm. "You scared me half way to the Underworld!" I snapped, although a faint smile flickered briefly across my face. I looked at the spilled bottle and sighed. "Oh well...I've probably had enough wine anyway..." I mumbled, slowlying sinking down to the ground next to the puddle of crimson.

I laughed, and held my arm lightly and sat down beside me, "You seemed alittle to happy to punch me... That's not to nice" I said with a soft joking tone, I pulled her into a one huged hug for a moment then let her go before she hit me again. I knew somthing was up for her to amit she'd had to much wine.

I crossed my legs, sitting Indian style on the dew covered grass. I placed my elbows on my knees and rested my head in my hands. "I haven't seen him in over a month..." I said, not bothering to be specific. I clenched chunks of my blonde hair in my fists, wishing I could just rip it out. I didn't bother shying away from the hug, since I really felt like I needed one. I just...needed somebody..

I noticed her normaly cool, clam dementor was gone like she had lost a puppy our somthing, I looked at her closey, but seriously I being me, and not able to keep my nose out of anything, I asked, "Who's got you like this?" I asked not bothering to soften the bluntness of the question. Patting her back lightly, it seemed to clam people I hoped with her, just to rub her back so, showing she could talk to me. Loyality is now a sickness to me, but i don't mind it.

I averted my purple gaze, letting out a soft sigh. "Daemon...I haven't seen him for over a month. So, I assume that means that he either left wihout telling which means he doesn't care. He hasn't bothered to visit me or contact me at all, which means he doesn't care, and he could have easily done all of those things. Unless he's dead...but I would have heard about that so nevermind," I said. I looked up at him with sad, longing eyes. "I'm not crying over it...I just get lonely is all. No friends, no family, no one..." I said, averting my gaze once again.

"What am I... The Dog?" I asked not noticing the irony of the statement I made, I looked her waiting for her to face me again, waiting for her expression. I unerved me, how the she looked emotail, it wasn't like her to much as far as I knew her.

I sighed, forcing a small smile. "Sorry.." I mumbled, resting my chin in my hand. "I mean...I know I act tough and uncaring but I want all that mushy stuff too. To fall in love, get married, have a family...I do want all that and the one time I think I might be able to get it...someone who actually cares about me..." my voice trailed away as I shook my head. "It just slips away..." I finished.

I sighed and kept rubbing her back lightly and said softly, "It's not fair for anyone to leave someone with a tiny notice" I said softly. "And You, Bell, you deserve a real life more then some people, and by the way, I care about you"

I let out a soft sigh, looking up at him. "Thanks..." I said, locking my gaze with his. Slowly I leaned towards him, my lips gingerly brushing against his. I quickly pulled back, shocked by what I had done. "Sorry..." I said, averting my gaze. "Guess I'm just lonely.." I mumbled, feeling my cheeks grow hot.

I stopped shocked that she had kissed me, I then smiled looking at her, "It's Ok." I still kept my hand on her back and My eyes were soft and happy. "It was nice"

I turned to him hesitantly and nodded my head. I felt so alone that I just couldn't help it anymore...it was an agonizing feeling that couldn't be filled with alcohol or anything else like that, but it was certainly worth a try. I rested my head on his shoulder with a light chuckle. "You should see me when I'm actually trying," I joked, trying to lgihten the moon.

I wrapped a long arm around her side lightly. I laughed lowly, "That would very nice" I joked lightly, Just sitting there. I didn;t know If I was conforting her, or she sitting there like close friends, it was that naturel. Plus in what book did it say you could kiss and flirt with your friend.

I turned to him with an arched eyebrow and a crooked grin. "Oh would you?" I retorted with a light chuckle. I turned my body a bit so I was easily facing him. "Are you sure about that?" I replied in a sarcastic tone while tilting my head

I smirked down at her, "Is a warning or something?" I asked leaning over her alittle where my face hung over her looking into her shockingly purple eyes, My soft brown ones teasing and just like my expression.

I chuckled lightly with a wide grin. I made a fake wince, shrugging my shoulders. "I don't know...I can get pretty intense, I'm just not sure if you can handle it," I retorted in a joking, sarcastic manner.

I laughed, "haha... your cute, Worried about me... Can you handle me" I reipiled with a challnaged.

I laughed. "You're funny..." I said simply. Without waiting for a response, I pressed my lips to his and cupped his face in my hands.

I immediately wrapped the other arm around her, and responded by kissing her back moving my lips with hers with a slight force.

I felt my arms wrap around his neck, pulling us closer together. I deepened the kiss, feeling the longing need for companionship slowly begin to dwindle with each movement of my lips. My fingers ran through his hair and I felt the need for air. I pulled back a quick moment to take a breath before my mouth hastily found its way back to his.

I squeezed her tighter to me, kissing her deeply, I traced my tongue on her lower lip and letting on hand slide up her back so one arm wrapped her neck the other her mid back.

My fingers traced the lines of his chest through his shirt. I turned a bit, positioning myself so I was sitting comfortably in his lap while never breaking the kiss. I twirled a strand of his hair with my index finger while my tongue ventured into his mouth. My heart was now pounding in my ears and I felt the need to make this moment last as long as possible.

I let my tongue circle hers and expore her mouth dominateing the kiss, I let my fingers tangle into her hair. Keeping my arm warpped firmly around her waist. I lingered on the feel of her lips on mine, her tracing my mucsels. The smell of her, like grapes and wine, a nice smell actully. I had even forgot again, why we were kissing, but I didn't really care. It was fun. I pulled away and smirked at her, my brown eyes metting her purple one's again.