First I didn't really know where to put this so here seems fine.
Second, I'm here to apologize and tell you all what I've done.
I'm a double account kind of person... Except I have tons of accounts. There's something about a fresh start that always gets me... I love to be able to be anybody I want and nobody knows... even though I'm sure lots of you knew. I kept disappearing and it was cause I was afraid somebody noticed. So to all my friends, I'm sorry. I should never have lied to you. I should never have made more accounts than one. If the admins could delete all my other accounts, I'd be happy to start clean and on one account, if they can't it's fine too. At least you all know. I'm so so so sorry guys.