After the months I spent my time around here... I feel as if no one had actually paid attention to me and my characters yet.
I feel as if every waking moment I spent on here, I get pushed back by an opportunity to finally roleplay with someone.
I haven't roleplayed in weeks, and that's because of school work, friends leaving the forum and I guess... how I exclude myself from everyone else.
I've been focusing so much of time prepping up characters and all that I have lost the true meaning as to why I'm here in the first place. It's like when I play a Sims 3 game and I spend most of my time creating sims, customizing houses etc etc etc and I don't get any playtime at all.
I don't know, maybe I'm not cut out for this jazz. I still need to work on my writing skills, and my characters are still sub-par standards.
Thank you for listening to me whine and complain. Good night.