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monkey baby
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PostSubject: I don't really know lol    Sun Dec 09, 2012 1:56 am

I don't know how surprised you'd be to read this but um.. yeah. I just feel like it needed to be said. Not to sound cliche and everything but uh, you guys are my family and I'm sick of lying to my family anymore. Except I'm not really lying. I'm just not fully telling the truth.

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Skye
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PostSubject: Re: I don't really know lol    Sun Dec 09, 2012 5:41 am

Zan, I can't say I really know how you feel, but I've been there. I used to cut my upper thighs, but high enough so they wouldn't be too noticeable, and I could hide them with shorts. I cut my stomach, and I cut my forearm once. I'm not proud of what I did. I never was. The first time, I loved the feeling. I loved not feeling pain. I felt numb. I didn't cry any of the times I did it. I just sort of dozed off, looked off for awhile. Sitting in the tub, I felt guilty.

I can never look back on that year or so and not cry. Hearing that you're doing it makes me cry. Zan, I care about you so much. You're seriously one of my best friends on this site. I don't want you in pain. I don't want you going so low as to cut. There are other ways to numb the pain, to deal with it. I used to sleep, write, draw, sing, practice on my instrument, watch dumb tv shows, and play video games. Did puzzles, played board games with my mom, and even just sat at my window and looked outside. Look at the stars at night, talk to some friends. I want you to stay clean, Zan, because I love you. Everyone here at CHB supports you and wants you to stay clean. You know that you can text me whenever you want, or pm, email, call, whatever. I'm here for you, and I know you can come out of this okay. If you ever feel like cutting again, text me, or text or call another friend. I want you to get better, I can't handle you doing this kind of thing. I love you.
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PostSubject: Re: I don't really know lol    Mon Dec 10, 2012 8:46 pm

Zan -

don't do this to yourself. You might be upset, or angry, but that gives you no reason to hurt yourself. I'm not kidding. You're worth more than that.
When I'm angry or sad, I do physical activity to calm myself down. It makes me feel better. Try that.
(even though we don't talk that much, I still care)


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Charlie
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PostSubject: Re: I don't really know lol    Fri Dec 14, 2012 6:49 pm

I'm gonna pop some tags, only got twenty dollars in my pocket... Sorry, that just came into my head when you wrote 'thrift store'. Anyway zan babbu, I honestly can't say I know what you're going through. But I care about you and I don't want you going through something like this. You've got the love girl.



If you can find things in your life which you enjoy, which I know you can, then just think about those whenever you're contemplating it. Throw yourself into those when it gets tempting. And always remember that this is only one moment in a long life of moments and that there are people who care for you. Cutting won't help, it'll just make it worse. Doing things you enjoy and talking to people you like will help. I'm here if you ever want to talk, assuming it's not 2 am in NZ /salts happily

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