No Neka, it's not the only option.
I know, suicide seems...relieving, but it isn't. Not entirely. There are people in here, out there that actually cares about you. The people that don't know you needs to seethe cool and imaginative girl underneathe it all. They don't like you? They obviously don't know what a person is behind cheap make up and magazines. C'mon, it's also your fight. When you think of these things, you're letting them win. You're letting them see what they can do, and we wouldn't want that. No. We're special, unique, amazing and all, and they can't see it. Poor them. I know, everything's hard, but just trust me. It's not worth it. They're not worth it. You my friend deserve all the love in the world. Just wait.
I used to think the same, about a month ago. I know the thoughts. Being a loser, no one to really call a friend and no one stable in my life, it's hard. I cried everynight because I'm scared of tomorrow and who I could lean on when my grades sucked. Well, that's when I thought: Hey, why not? I talked to my classmates, andthey really did actually got along. Sure, it's bumpy, but they actually accepted me. And well, I accepted me. So don't think you're alone, nah, there are 6 BILLION people in the world, and you've barely scraped the top of the world's personality.